I swear it's like I've been *trying* to go on a diet for the last year.

I got sober of certain amphetamines and quickly packed on about 40 lbs of unwanted whatever you wanna call it...I call it my proof of sobritey should anyone ever ask.

...but why is it so hard to stick to a diet and excersize regimen? I know that all the moving around I've done in the last 2 years hasn't helped, and the stress I'm constantly under...but I'd be so much happier and stress free if I could just lose the flippin weight.

I'm mad that it is so hard to do...

One of these days...I'll do it.
Hopefully soon.
Current Music: Iron & Wine - Naked as we Came