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On October 04, 2008 hopestylee


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The World Ends With You
April 07, 2009 @ 12:31:46 am
So it has been a while since I have done a meaningful type journal updating my life etc etc etc, yes people believe it or not I am more than the forum idiot

So how is everyone today, tonight, tomorrow?

I would be lying if I told you life here was peachy, but in actual fact it isn't. I've been unemployed since the end of January. Before people say "You are not the only one" I realise that and sympathise with those also struggling to get work. It just feels like the harder I try, the more the rejection from employer brings me down. I know that it will eventually work out but I just wish it was sooner rather than later.

However that is not the main reason I'm not feeling great as tonight the person I was seeing broke it off. I say seeing, but it was more like a relationship, we even got to the "I love you" stage. I should have know weeks before things weren't right, as she seemed to change leading up to tonight, it got to the stage where she hasn't answered my calls for the past 4 days. Still like an idiot I thought nothing was wrong as she never said anything was wrong when I asked her. It just seems whenever I think a relationship is going somewhere something seems to bring it all crashing down.

I know I will be OK, I've been in break ups before, it just hurts at the moment and I want to just want to hide away, or even have the world swallow me up.

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jigsaw_monte


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she
September 05, 2008 @ 06:42:29 pm

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jigsaw_monte


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don't hate you, but don't love you though.
September 05, 2008 @ 03:18:44 pm

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jigsaw_monte


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friends forever
September 05, 2008 @ 11:44:32 am

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jigsaw_monte


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omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!! o__O
September 05, 2008 @ 11:13:33 am

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jigsaw_monte


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lost all respect!!
September 05, 2008 @ 11:08:49 am

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jigsaw_monte


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this is who i am, deal with it or leave!
September 04, 2008 @ 11:24:20 am

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jigsaw_monte


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for anyone bothered by my attitude
September 04, 2008 @ 11:09:23 am

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jigsaw_monte


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i wanted water but i will walk through the fire
September 03, 2008 @ 02:20:40 pm

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jigsaw_monte


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and do you really feel alive?
September 03, 2008 @ 02:10:37 pm

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