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Join Date: Mar 2008

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Age:	71
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tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15528 points	I'm listening to.. Today @ 09:08:42 am 0 Kudos
	KD Langs version of "Hallelujah" It's so sad. It all still seems to unrealistic. Today was good, I laughed and smiled and was happy. But now I think about it again, it hits me all over again. It's so stupid. I'm all upset again. Mum just said that if I'm getting all upset, it would be hard for me to want to make a speech about her at her funeral. Reply

tequila_sunrise Über-Minister 15528 points	I'm a fucking idiot. Today @ 12:22:32 am 0 Kudos
	I need sleep I haven't slept much in the last few days and I think I'm staring to see things! Seriously, I was at work and I was hearing things too.. I'm losing it 9 comments \| Reply

jeanettesianrachel Ogler 27820 points	its official Today @ 12:11:47 am 0 Kudos
	this morning just after 12am mark our son(prince+of darkness)got engaged to laura (random crazyblond)yes there both young and both are determined to finish uni,before moving onto the next step,mick_skins and i are very proud,we know they love each other and want to be together,laura is a beautiful young lady and a great addition to the family x 5 comments \| Reply

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tequila_sunrise

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Tonight was awful :(

Yesterday @ 09:26:00 am 2 Kudos

We went out to dinner as a family (just my family).... I thought us getting out would cheer us all up.
I did for a while, we were joking around etc.
Mum, Dad and my brother weren't as close to Tanya as I was... But they still really knew her..

I was doing really well, until as we were leaving and I broke down in tears. For the first time since the bad news I lost it. Infront of all these people and I couldn't help it. It all so f**king terrible.

I spoke to Brad before I left, he just cried in my arms, and I cried in his.

The funeral will be so sad.

I really miss her.

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tequila_sunrise

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It's a new day.

Yesterday @ 02:54:11 am 1 Kudos

I'm really seeing the world in a different light today.
Even though I've just had the biggest shock of my life, the world around me seems more lively and for once I feel I have the motivation to start living again after so long of seeing the world in such an obscured view.

I still can't believe she's gone.

But I promise you Tan, I will live for you. From now on, I will take everyday as it comes and live for every moment.

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