Just wanted to rant and get some feed back on the topic. My friends seem to be dropping like
flies. I'm feeling far from God. Detatched from family, I have my mom but need to keep some
distance for my own health and sanity. I'm learning the hard way the only ones I can depend
on are God and myself. Humans are flawed, and we all give into our self serving nature now
and then, I just seem to love the ones (both friends and lovers) who do it the most.
I don't think I'm so nutty I need a therapist, but as a friend remarked "it could help" but
"not a cure all". I think he's right, I've just never found a good one. I can tell a plant how my
day and week went and get just as much professional feedback. I want some one to dig deep
back into my past so we can find the issues and problem solve. Sorry, getting off topic.
So, are people really worth trusting, and how far do you trust them. I admit to being a
major pessimist when it comes to my own life, yet I'm great at pointing out the good for
others. I want to move but just resigned my lease because I had no where better to go, plus
my eyesight is too poor for me to drive, so I can't just live where ever I please. I was going to
move to Chicago next year w/ a friend, though probably not the safest move when you're
barely over five feet and pretty blind. Plus I lack judgement. I always tend to see the potential
in people, not the reality of who they are at the moment. I could rant till I cried, but I'll spare
us all the toil. Comments, PM's and any and all feedback are well appreciated. Thanks TFSers
for giving me an ear.....Love, Lori