Im such a fucking idiot!


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hallucinogenic_lipstick
I am the waffle chops!

Im such a fucking idiot!
June 25, 2008 @ 08:58:42 am

My daughter has been having some problems with a girl she used to be best friends with, the girl suddenly doesnt want to be my daughters friend anymore and has made life pretty difficult at school for my daughter.

Today i saw first hand what this girl is doing and i completely lost it in the school playground and ticked this girl off, my daughter got really upset as everyone was looking, a few of the parents were also shocked.

I hadn't intended to tell this kid off i was making my way to the office when the girl walked over to me and asked if kat's was ok..that was when i lost it.

Ive spent the last half hour in tears, im not worried about myself i couldnt give a flying f**k what people thought about me, im upset because i know ive just made kat's problem 100 times worse and possibly ostracised her further from her group.

Ive been feeling very low this past 2 weeks and this is just the icing on the cake...i dont think im coping to well living where i am, its too quiet and i want to go back home to london but i cant say anything because it'll mean alot of up heavel for my family.

I feel weird all the time like im out side my head if that makes sense, my stomach is constantly churning and i miss my sister so much, im incredibly lonely here and just want it to stop.

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angelcake Über-Monkey 58160 points	June 25, 2008 @ 09:00:37 am

tequila_sunrise

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June 25, 2008 @ 11:20:03 am

Hey, chin up hun and try not to worry yourself about it.
Your just doing what a mother does. You want your child to be happy and anyone that jeopardizes that will put you in the position to do what you did today.
Try not to stress about it

There will be lots of times in your daughters life where she is going to have to face the "bitchiness" of other girls... it's part of growing up.
You've acknowledged that you handled it wrong... but try not to feel so bad... your only human

and as you said, you have been feeling a bit down the last few weeks so ofcourse something like this will set you off.
I guess but acknowleding it you can learn from it

hallucinogenic_lipstick Über-Minister 15215 points	June 26, 2008 @ 06:04:33 pm
	I had a phon call from the head yesterday to tell me 3 girls had come forward to say i'd called them evil back stabbing 2 face bitches, totally untrue and i'd never say that to a kid. I've now got to face angry parents cos a few kids who dont like my kid have told lies. For all the s**t im getting i wish i had called them it now!

hallucinogenic_lipstick Über-Minister 15215 points	June 27, 2008 @ 10:52:26 am
	wooohoooo! one of the kids admitted she'd lied...it turned out it was the so called reliable kid whos mums a parent gov. Just goes to show Apparently im getting a full report and a letter of apology from the kids, i might be evil and frame it lmao!

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