Lyrics 5

Gideon ©




I thought those feelings had ended
The circling downward spiral
Faster and faster it will sink
And on this falling coil depended
Someone stronger than they think

It was all going fine
I had no problems of my own
Then someone changed something
Then someone crossed the line
And I felt the sting

I didn't think someone could
Make that much damage
I never wanted you anyway
I don't think I would
Of wanted you any day

It was all fun and games
We both played along
But it suddenly got serious
I let go, not knowing what it contains
Daze, lost, delirious

I don't know what to believe
We haven't spoken
For the invisible wall between us
Will I not grieve?
I'm sorry I've caused this fuss

You meant quite a bit to me
Not sure if you still do
Not sure if I want you to








Lyrics 4

Gideon ©




As alone as I am here
I'm all I've ever had
No ones even come near
And that makes me sad
When everyone
Has someone

A jigsaw doesn't work with pieces not there
Or the final pictures never seen
Would anyone want to care
For a person who's not pristine
Could anyone
Should anyone

Maybe I'm just not made for this
But to be alone instead
15, and no first kiss
A thought in my head
Whats love
Is that love

Lying awake at night, still dreaming
I'm imagining someone does exist
Do these dreams have any meaning
Not unless I persist
Is it someone I know
If only so

Two failed tries
That same mistake twice
Nobody dies
But if hearts were ice
They'd be shattered
And it all mattered
To me

I've left that road of mine
I'm not doing the same thing wrong
I'll get it right next time
And there'll be a song
A happy one
Because I won





Lyrics 3

Gideon ©




Pleading ringtones as I lie sleeping
I just know it'll be you
Excited texts of when we're next meeting
Who could have knew
How to put a smile on my face
At three in the morning

Weekdays eagerly fly past
Weekends are what I live for
Still in awe from the last
If only it could last
Just a little longer
Than Saturday

But through all this bliss
I fear loosing also
Friends from before, I'm starting to miss
Them now even more so
I need them too
Just as I need you

And I'm faced here again
With another desicison
Sat with this pen
With a misson
To explain how I feel
About you all now

I haven't chosen an end
There shouldn't be an end
Is it too much to ask
For just another friend?
Nothing has changed
I still love you all

I didn't want to hurt anyone
Make anyone feel numb
I'm not being greedy
I've wanted to be different
Not to be seedy
I've just changed
These days





Lyrics 2

Gideon ©




Head down, here I stand
Before the bathroom mirror
Blood dripping from my hand
I have to remind myself
Its only a nosebleed

But deep inside
As the blood fouls the sink
The guilt I cried
Returns me to the brink
I thought I'd left

That red, infernal red
The colour of anger
The colour of dead
I'm beginning to wonder
About the thoughts in my head

In the end, its just me
What I choose to do
And they will all see
A new different view
Of what what I'll become

I can't make this choice
The options are too hard
Each path has its price
Which way do I guard?

Stuck in between
In this deep ravine
I am falling
Unseen






Lyrics 1 [HeartStorm]

Gideon ©




HeartStorm

As I stand here
In the failing rain,
Every drop, every tear
I begin to understand the pain

The echo of each drop
As it hits the ground,
The sound you'd never stop
Running through my mind

That black shallow scene
Showed by a flash of light,
Now I know what they mean
The tears I'd loose the fight

Now comes the thunder
Finalising the storm
What was the blunder?
Though I won't morn
This heart won't stop beating
Just not for you,
Anymore.



























I don't know whether their poems or songs.

I just cla** them as lyrics.

They're really about how I feel. Quite deep to me really.
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