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 carlyboo
Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Why he have to go? =[ August 20, 2008 @ 06:43:03 pm | So it was Jakes last day at work today
I really have become attatched to this guy, hes like a family member, and no matter how depressed i came into work, id always be laughing with just an hour of being with him. I think of him as my brother, and one of my best friends. I'm so sad that hes gone, i will probably never see him again =[ Hes promised to email, and text, and hopefully next summer we will see each other when we both come back to Guernsey. I felt like crying when he gave me a hug goodbye
Is that pathetic? I've only known him 2 months! I guess its just because he was the only one here who i could talk to other than Paul...
Back to Burnley on Monday, back to having no friends, and no life...I finally got some friends and a social life here, and now i have to start all over again. The things you do for love eh?Reply |
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Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | No one... August 18, 2008 @ 09:25:48 pm | ....wants to talk to me this evening?  5 comments | Reply |
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Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Yay! August 17, 2008 @ 09:18:26 pm | Wohoo! 4000 points! This day is getting better and better!  Reply |
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Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Cruel, cruel world! August 16, 2008 @ 05:04:14 pm | So i just heard that my gran, the one person who understands me other than my boyfriend. The one who is always there for me to talk to, and if im ever in trouble, she helps me out. I love her so much. Shes got MS, hasnt been able to use her legs since she was in her early twenties, shes been in hospital for breathing problems, and a bed sore from sitting in her chair for so long, had a hole in the bottom of her back. We finally thought she was getting better, and 40% of one of her lungs has collapsed, with trapped air, they have tried to drain it, but just collapsed it further. She now needs an operation. Shes in so much pain, and even admitted to the family that she thought she was going to die. I'm on this island enjoying myself when shes laid up in a hospital bed in severe pain, and not knowing if shes going to make it. Shes only 58, and im not really for her to leave me....  10 comments | Reply |
 carlyboo
Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Damn it! August 12, 2008 @ 07:55:06 pm | I hate life....
So many ups and downs, so many good and bad people.
Nothing can ever be straight forward. Always seems that someone is against you!
There are always people worse off than you i guess!11 comments | Reply |
 carlyboo
Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Police... August 09, 2008 @ 08:53:49 pm | I was told by an ex officer who i worked with at Ann Summers, that being in the force, changed her and her relationship, that seeing dead bodies, and the evil in people made her not want to give cuddles, or kisses.
I'm worried that it will happen with me and Paul, we keep arguing and i have a short fuse at the moment. I'm working all the time and i never see him, when im free, hes working as an officer. I don't know what to do! I don't want to lose him, but we are both getting sick of each other at the moment! It doesn't help that we havn't slept in the same bed for 3 months!17 comments | Reply |
 carlyboo
Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Lonnnnnnnnnnnnng Day! August 02, 2008 @ 09:49:03 pm | | Hey guys, i have just got back from work at 22:48....yes it has been a very long day and i have to be up at 7am again tomorrow, so that is also going to be a very long day, and then back at work Monday, oh the joys! How are all you fine people tonight? Reply |
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Mega Über-Meister 4093 points | Huh? August 01, 2008 @ 07:56:17 pm | How comes everything is being deleted?
Did i say something wrong?  2 comments | Reply |
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