More Than You Could Ever Know

by brittany bishop



When you looked at me I melted inside

When you held me in your arms

Nothing in the world was wrong

But now you're gone forever


Every time you said I love you

I smiled a smile so bright and true

I wanted to stay there in that moment with you

But you hurt me so bad and I want nothing to do with you


*Chorus*

You lied to me everyday

You told me what I wanted to hear

I loved you more than you could ever know

I needed you there with me

You threw my love away

I needed you to see

I loved you more than you could ever know




Every time we were together and alone

I felt like I was the only one that mattered

The only one who could ever make you happy

Every time I talked to you

My words were always true

All I saw there with me was your face

And all you ever did was deceive me




Every time you said I love you

I smiled a smile so true

I wanted to stay there in that moment with you

But you hurt me so bad and I want nothing to do with you


*Chorus*

You lied to me everyday

You told me what I wanted to hear

I loved you more than you could ever know

I needed you there with me

You threw my love away

I needed you to see

I loved you more than you could ever know




Every time I saw your smile

Every time I saw your eyes

I thought I saw the love you felt inside




Every time you looked at me

Every time you held me close to you

I wanted you to know that my feelings were true


*Chorus*

You lied to me everyday

You told me what I wanted to hear

I loved you more than you would ever know

I needed you there with me

You threw my love away

I needed you to see

I loved you more than you would ever know




Every time you were with me

I wanted you to see that I love you

More than you could ever know



All is darkness now


By Brittany Bishop


When I wake up, I feel sadness

The things I enjoyed have no joy in them now

My spirit is broken, I'm laughing no more

I love you, but my heart is broken




When I smile, there is no feeling

When I laugh, it's not the same

I sit at home dwelling on the past

Hoping one day you will understand




*When I see you, I feel like crying

When I hear your voice, I feel like dying

I want to take you into my arms

But all I can do is hate you

I cant take this pain anymore




Maybe now you will understand

I'm running away from the problems

I can't stand this pain that I'm feeling inside

I tried and tried but there's no way to hide




I feel like I have been hit by a bus

I am demolished, I will never feel that way again

Am I another casualty in this battle your fighting

Everywhere you go it seems lightning strikes and than you crash




*When I see you, I feel like crying

When I hear your voice, I feel like dying

I want to take you into my arms

But all I can do is hate you

I cant take this pain anymore




I want to die I want to cry

I feel like giving up

What is the point in trying to love

When love is the knife and it stabs you in your heart




*When I see you, I feel like crying

When I hear your voice, I feel like dying

I want to take you into my arms

But all I can do is hate you

I cant take this pain anymore



*When I see you, I feel like crying

When I hear your voice, I feel like dying

I want to take you into my arms

But all I can do is hate you

I cant take this pain anymore

All is darkness now that you are gone



Changing

by brittany bishop

The pain you caused me is more than skin deep

I cant sleep because when I dream

Your face is there, you're haunting me,

And I can't make you go away

Why do you have such a strong hold over me

You never loved me, you just used me




*Nothing's changing in my heart

I can't make these thoughts go away

I still love you even though we are apart

And nothing you say and nothing you do

Can change the way I feel about you.




I cant trust anyone not to hurt me

The way you so willingly did

Because of you I cry myself to sleep

Knowing that everything we had was just a lie

You're controlling my life and you're not even here

Why did I let you get so deep inside my heart

Why did you have to go and rip my heart apart




*Nothing's changing in my heart

I can't make these thoughts go away

I still love you even though we are apart

And nothing you say and nothing you do

Can change the way I feel about you.





All this pain I feel is towards you

And yet I use it as a crutch

I don't let anyone get close enough to hurt me

You destroyed my life like a bomb destroys a country

You walk around doing what you want

And you don't care who you hurt along the way

I just wish for once you knew how it felt




You killed my heart, my joy, my life

Dying inside is never easy

You tore apart everything happy about me

with the cruel cold knife you call your heart




*Nothing's changing in my heart

I can't make these thoughts go away

I still love you even though we are apart

And nothing you say and nothing you do

Can change the way I feel about you.




Even after all this pain you caused me

Nothing is changing I still love you