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friendlygerl24
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335 points | feelings
July 19, 2006 @ 10:53:21 pm | i just feel like ive had enough of the pain and agony from depression. it makes me so mad to feel this way and i just cant stand it how i get asked so much questions and ask how im doing wish they would stop that. it pisses me off. i dont need anybody else worrying bout me as much as the family and all it annoys me to death. im so tired of it all to where everything makes me mad and upset. im so tired and fed up of alot of stuff it feels like the world has gotten much worse for me. i cant seem toget this akward feeling out of me of mixed feelings and uncertainty and cunfusion. i got to much on my mind to deal with it all.  2 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | missing someone
July 09, 2006 @ 03:10:55 pm | i miss talking to one of my guy friends so much ever since i had to stop talking and hanging out with him. everyday is a struggle for me and more depressing when ever i think of missing him so much. i just wonder and hope i can talk and hang out with him when this is all over. i wonder how he is doing and what he is thinking of. when my parents wanted me to keep a promise of not seeing or talking to him for 3 months i blew up on my mom cuz i knew i wasnt going to be able to do it cuz i would miss seeing and talking to him very very much. and when i told him that i need to try this out it made me feel so much worse then i was already feeling. everyday is so hard for me to take it day by day and to see how it goes. 3 months feels like eternity and each day feels like a month.  12 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | my life
July 02, 2006 @ 03:22:42 pm | | when i found out i was depressed i figured my life would be harder and much worser then it already is. everyday i struggle and feel more depressed and angry to. i cant stand the pain and suffering of depression to where it really gets to me. my parents just made my life hell for me even more then it was already. they told me that i cant talk or hang out with my friend billy for 3 months at first it was 6 months but i said that i cant make it that long and 3 months is ok. but to not talk or hang out with him till i get better when ever that will be is so hard and difficult for me that it hurts even more then im already hurting. i am so enraged and angry at them where i dont want to talk or see them anymore for a long time till i am over what they told me. that is the worst thing anyone has ever said to me in my whole 24 yrs olf life. More... | 12 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | question
June 29, 2006 @ 10:25:56 pm | | i have a good guy friend that ive known for 7 yrs and we just started to talk again since memorial day. the only problem my spouse has a problem with me and trusting me with him. i want to hang out with my only guy friend that i have left and i dont know how to tell or let my spouse now bout it. 4 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | feeling down
June 22, 2006 @ 09:37:47 pm | | i dont know what to do any more i feel depressed and unhappy with my life and i cant seem to be happy or feel any better when im married. i feel like giving up and running away from everything but i dont know how to go on like i am now its so hard and difficult to do stuff day by day and feel like down in the dumps 3 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | my day
June 14, 2006 @ 07:02:08 pm | | today wasnt a good day, i got myself in trouble today with husband he wants to leave me. he thinks i cheated on him when i wouldnt but i feel so unhappy in the marriage he thinks i'll leave him for a friend ive known for 7 yrs. i dont know what to do or where to go or whats next in my life. it is so hard to think bout all that. i feel terrible for what i did to him all those times but i dont want to be stuck in a marriage where im unhappy alot. 6 comments | Reply |
friendlygerl24
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335 points | sick
June 13, 2006 @ 09:22:48 pm | | i hate working with a bad cold or sinus cold it is the pits. i feel like crawling in bed and never coming out. i dont even want to do anything this weekend but stay home and recover. 4 comments | Reply |
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