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18/F/All there is,damn Ocean..grrr,
Join Date: Jun 2005 |
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"My Whispers"
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to let someone know that its over. I can't get over the fact that some people are mentally challenged in that area...its scary..
what else can i do???
i dont ever want to talk with him AGAin...  
Current Music: fueled by ramen-
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| *sigh*..its the beginning of the school year...again. Today was our first day, | |
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Okay so this is just another journal post, I took an IQ test today...
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 and thEN...
Current Music: Give it Away Give it Away- Red Hot Chillie Peppers
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I can't believe it, I haven't been on TFS in what feels like forever and yet it'll be a year in about 5 days! OMG! Its kinda freakin me out, and ...
Current Music: The Future Freaks Me Out- Motion City Soundtrack
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Hello Forum people, its been a while...  | |
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cant find any inspiration in the things i once thought were important...this sucks.
Current Music: Slipknot-Before I forget
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dang this sucks...my mom brought home this adorable little puppy...but i cant keep it..  its so cute,but i cant keep it.I want to keep it,but i cant keep it.why you ask...because..."she said so.."..then why did she bring the fu-adorable little thing here in the first place???? this just sucks..and It loves me.. one day i want it to grow up and kill the cat.. 
Current Music: Greenday-Wake Me Up When September Ends.
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| OMG..if i could seriously turn back time I would change everything i said two days ago..I hate what I did..I hate myself for it,and the worst part i hate what I juat did..I think I may have made it worse and the situation is too embarrasing to talk to anyone about so i think i need to take a break and go contemplate my thoughts ona piece of Paper..why is it that I can give good advice but never take it myself???? I just wish I was dead..oh god that would make everything easier and to top it all off I still have school orientations and that new principal to handle..oh my life is so evil to me...why dont I just go bury myself or better yet...drown..??? i think im an idiot and I really really really wanna make things better and erase the past and the things that ive done and i can sit here and rant about it but the situation just wont change ...this ,,this is what i get for assuming ..things are not better I had multile chances to make things better but I didnt take them..I was ignorant and i know that Im difficult at times but can I atleast have someone to talk to that wont flake on me? can i atleast have that? I'm always worried about how others feel and I never think about what things would be like if that were different..oh if only I could make things right again..and no matter what happens between today and tomorrow I will always regret opening my mouth ...i cant believe that I did that..has to be one of thee most idiotic things that Ive done...ive asked for advice from others though and it seemed like good advice at the time but then again when I look back and see what it lead me to I have to think ,"why in the hell did I say that?!" I wish I were sumone else..sumone without this problem..someone,anyone,but me. | |
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