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Dear Journal...
Letting go is hard...but is it always this hard?
I have deep feelings for this girl that im mates with and now its gotten to the point where i must let go before i stuff up. Ive deleted her photos and number and everything but it's not helping one bit.
Shes an outstanding girl and beautiful too, cute, kind, shes everything a guy ever wanted. Shes perfect in every way. But letting go is something i can not do at all. First full day without texting r seeing her has made me go insane. literally!
ive been quiet all day and shrugged everyone off. Havnt said a single word. Ignoring everything. Is this what i should do? or is it something that ive let taken over me and can not control anymore.
Its tearing my heart up slowly and its painful not being with her.
Ive never felt this way about a girl before for the last 2 years and now im completely depressed and sad. Crying each night, wanting to run away from the problems but running away from it all doesn't solve anything because it will find you again andhit you harder than ever. | |
emoism
Über-General
659 points | | 'cause its what im best at but dont want to do it anymore |
fieryfaery413
Über-Minister
15532 points | Hun I say you tell her about this if you really feel this way, don't stuff up because you'll only end up hurting her, and in result yourself. If you're really good mates with her chances are she might feel the same  |
loveis
Monk
32052 points | C'mon emoism..just tell her how you feel.
You said you are 'best' mates with her..why do you think that is?
Because maybe you have so much in common? Possibly even your feelings?
..Tell her Anton. |
nigredo
Über-Meister
2259 points | | u should tell her, if things don't work out the way you would hope they would, you would still be in the same situation that ur in now. even if she doesn't feel the same way, at least letting her know will make you feel somewhat better, knowing that you at least tried to give her your love. hope everything works out for you |
witchywoman
General
365 points | You just gotta open up hon. Don't be afraid just wear a brave heart |
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