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659 points
20/M/Hastings, New Zealand
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| I Can't Take This Shit Any More!!! I Swear To God Im Going To Just Go And Stab Myself Or Hang Myself Anytime Soon. I Hate My Life! Why Does It Have To Be So f**ked Up!!!! Theres No Point of fixing it because its beyond repairs! f**k everything and my life. f**k my friends and everyone! my life is over. sooo goodbye for f**king good. hope you guys have a f**king good life! in outa here i can't take this s**t no more!!!! good bye! | |
sweetgracee
Meister
1419 points | Hey! There's more great things to come!  |
emoism
Über-General
659 points | | like what? im a wasted piece of s**t with no freaking life! im better off dead |
tyra
Mega Über-Meister
3274 points | | why dont u just start from the beginning what caused all of this? than mayb we can help |
cole
Minister
14178 points | | it gets better, we all have tough dark times where we want call it a day but you just have to believe its going to get better |
emoism
Über-General
659 points | | what is there to try get help with? i have 7 dead friends and a dead father. i just screwed my ex girlfriend while she was asleep. and now im bleeding from wrists and i can't stop. im crying hard out and i just want it to stop. i want it to all go away with a gravestone over the top of my head |
alexkidd
Captain Awesome!
Über-Moderator
39112 points | give it time dude,
maybe you should think about seeing someone?
to help work through this stuff.
i know its done wonders for some of my friends. |
tyra
Mega Über-Meister
3274 points | | ok if u dont want help, fine! deal with it. theirs people on here trying to help... but u say nothing. last thing im guna say is talk to a professional. or not saying you are doing this, but if this is a way to get attention well stop it. not being rude or anything, jus saying if it is. and the screwng the ex gf while she sleep, u should b careful ur not up for rape or someone on here that lives n your country could report that. |
danger_mouse
Cheesey
Über-Moderator
12848 points | emoism said:
I Can't Take This Shit Any More!!! I Swear To God Im Going To Just Go And Stab Myself Or Hang Myself Anytime Soon. I Hate My Life! Why Does It Have To Be So f**ked Up!!!! Theres No Point of fixing it because its beyond repairs! f**k everything and my life. f**k my friends and everyone! my life is over. sooo goodbye for f**king good. hope you guys have a f**king good life! in outa here i can't take this s**t no more!!!! good bye!
Dude speak to someone! Be it your mom, doctor, counsellor in fact anyone! Posting here dont help as we dont know what you have been through but take it from me it can and will only get better!
I lived in a flat without carpets, curtains or even a f**king bed. I had a drugs habit so bad I stole cars and I couldnt even afford to feed myself. I then got caught up with a bitch who won't let me see my son and lost my job, girl and friend all in the same week! At my lowest time I felt like this dude, It was easier to end it all then move forward. I couldn't see any end other than killing myself and a friend asked me to open up so I did and came round to thinking "Fuck life, Throw at me what you will, I will take it in my stride and move out stronger for it!" Now 6 yerars on I dont do drugs, I don't smoke and I dont even drink that much. I hae a great set of friends and the love of a good family. I have a future again all because those years ago I said "Fuck it, I am stronger than this!"
Make you father and friends proud fella, make a life for you, your family and take solece in that.
I am here if you need to talk bro
Mouse |
mrs_bear
Über-Meister
1691 points | | That's the cowards way out. I feel like you everyday of my life. I have slit my wrists, not coz I want to die. Its a release from the pain I feel. I have took an overdose, not coz I want to die, but coz I want to sleep to get rid of the pain. I just want the pain to stop. I have been through s**t all my life. But I dnt want to kill myself. Its cowards way out. But then I'm curious. I dnt believe in God, but I want to see where my life takes me. To see why I was put here. To see if I can live to my goals I have set myself. I am going to college, I'm seeing a CPN now. But I do still slit my wrists just to relieve myself from the pain. But yea I have the pain from my cuts, but it is a reminder to me to try and stop. Simon hates seeing me like that and I feel worse because he has to put up with it. Just relax take a deep breath and realise what you want from life and get help. Its out there but it ain't gonna come to you. You have to make the effort. |
sweetgracee
Meister
1419 points | | Never make a decision when you are angry... Wait till your anger cools off and then you decide what to do. ok? |
peg
Über-Commander
115 points | | I have a real problem understanding why, if people hate their life so bad, they don't try to change it. I'm not trying to be harsh here, but sitting there blaming everyone and everything for your crappy life when YOU are the only one with any real power to change it. It didn't get crappy over night, and it's not going to change over night. |
puquita2009
Über-Meister
1999 points | please dont kill yourself. just try to relax and remember, there are people here for you.  |
kit
Minister
12388 points | | Suicide really isn't the answer... See someone. Anyone, just get help. Please don't kill yourself... When you hit rock bottom you can only go up... |
headaches4life
Points Whore
888 points | I am not pushing my religon on you
However you are now in my prayers I pray that god will be with you. There are better things to come, I know it. There truley is a reason for this, post. I want you t feel that. |
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