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Lost In The Dark
July 05, 2007 @ 01:00:23 pm

Where Am I?
i wouldnt know right now.
lost in a whole load of feelings like suffocating on my own air i breath. Quiet and ignoring everything. Depressed and Sad i dont know where i heading really. Tell Me When this fear will end? how do i know if its reality or a just a dream. waking up each morning feeling sad with tears in my eyes. Mates try to help me but i push that away. ive broken heaps of hearts and its now haunting me. am i really the person who i really am now? was i born to hurt people for pleasure or just coz i want to. all this is f**ked up right now and im here typing this crying and wanting to scream and let it out. im living hell in darkness

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tyra Mega Über-Meister 3274 points	July 05, 2007 @ 01:09:15 pm
	maybe talking some1 will help like a trained profesional. may help alot actually

emoism Über-General 659 points	July 05, 2007 @ 01:13:37 pm
	been there done that......just keeps coming back to me....

ambee Meister 1236 points	July 05, 2007 @ 01:13:44 pm
	I understand your pain and I am going to have to agree and say talk to someone. Basically you have to be willing to accept pian to get rid of yours. Your not alone and I hope you feel better one day. "UPS AND DOWNS SMILES AND FROWNS"

emoism Über-General 659 points	July 05, 2007 @ 01:18:19 pm
	it never works....i talk to professionals and they do jack s**t to be honest.....i just waste my money and thats about it. im rock bottom or even past that by now

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