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Über-Commander 144 points | avy friday September 07, 2007 @ 12:00:59 am | | mine is of angelina jolie cause i just feel she is a naturally beautiful person inside and out. 3 comments | Reply |
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Über-Commander 144 points | yay spyro!! August 31, 2007 @ 03:14:15 am | | i like the friday avvys. I chose spyro cause that was the only game i really ever played when i had a system. Also i love dragons! Happy friday! 2 comments | Reply |
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Über-Commander 144 points | happy and now depressed August 27, 2007 @ 08:53:38 pm | | well first day back to college went well. Except i know i hate wearing heals and will never do it again. Thankfully i dont have to wear them if me and chris marry cause hes a tad shorter then me and i dont want to make it worse. Anyways i get home and my mom is totally wasted from drinking. My mom is a horrible alcoholic and has been to rehab many times. Not sure when the last time was but probably 20 years ago cause i have not seen it happen. But yea she had back surgery last year. Stayed in the the hospital from october till xmas. Then she came home and she almost made it to one year sober. I have only seen 3 months at the most before her goin to surgery. But yea yesturday she was acting funny and today confirmed my suspicions when she was doing her usual talking about dying and threatning to call the cops cause im trespassing in her room, we live in the same house. Then she said i was trying to kill her. But yea shes the depressive drunk. Just talks about how she is a bad person and stuff. But to me shes great when shes not drunk! I asked her why she did it and she said cause shes lonely. My dad is a trucker so he is gone for a month at a time. But they dont seem very close and never really have. So im thinking shes blaming me for her being lonely and now i just feel horrible. I cant help she doesnt not have friends around her and the family is scattered around. I cant help i have a boyfriend and i go to school and work. I cant help her pain she has in her back that keeps her from going out. I feel horrible though. I have dealt with her drinking all my life and i know it will be the death of her...and its tearing me apart....arg im gonna bury myself in my covers. 3 comments | Reply |
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Über-Commander 144 points | starting college for the second time August 27, 2007 @ 03:43:52 am | well tomorrow is my first day of college again. I went one semester in the fall of 05 and completed that but the next semester i had to drop because of a fall out with my now ex fiance. I am currently pursuing a degree in office management. But still not sure what ill do. I love learning though. I think the only reason i left was the stress at home was making me unmotivated to even get out of bed. But now im almost 21 living back at home and got a grant from the state to go back to school so hey lets restart and do this the right way! Wish me luck!  1 comments | Reply |
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Über-Commander 144 points | CANDY August 24, 2007 @ 08:22:50 pm | | omg i love todays avvy. I chose my fave which is nerds brand candy! I love all the flavors and i love the nerds rope. Yes i do act like a big nerd and im proud of it! Anyways happy friday yall!! 1 comments | Reply |
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