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drummerwannabe
Minister
10559 points | Wow...
October 09, 2008 @ 01:57:58 am | I can't believe I haven't written a journal since July. I have been in and out of TFS to log in and chat shortly with pals, but I really haven't had time to actually post something, lol. 
Well lately I seem way overtired, stressed, and busy. I just received more hours at work (from 17 hours per week to 37 hours per week)!  So it's a big change...
Also, I'm taking more college classes, so between work and school, it's crazy.
Other than that my life is just focused on sleeping and eating. I have no social life  I don't think I've ever had a social life Sometimes it sucks, but in times like these, I don't give a crap! 
I just feel bad sometimes when I don't talk to my friends, especially on TFS. Man, I'm not a good friend at all... or maybe that's because I don't see my old friends at all, so I just forget to call?? But doesn't a phone work both ways?? 
As for the TFS friends, well... I'm not sure why I don't get on here to talk more often... oh yeah I'm working.. It's also because I don't have internet at home..
Whatever.... I'm just in a weird, tired, and depressed, yet sugar high happy sort of mood.
So if any of my rambling made sense, well then yay!!  
If not, I understand.  More... | 2 comments | Reply |
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jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | How Do You Get Rid Of The Green?
September 04, 2008 @ 05:45:45 pm | The green at the top of my page is really bright and giving me a major head ahce.
How do I change the settings to make it go back to blue again?
Sorry, just bright green gives me an awful head ache.9 comments | Reply |
jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | It Still Upsets Me
September 03, 2008 @ 12:32:07 am | To hear from my ex. She started talking to me on msn, apparently she's started supporting Celtic and I went on a five minute rant about how much I hate Celtic.
Just being reminded of her existence is still making me feel like s**t. It's been 9 f**king months now. 9 months. I should be over her by now.
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jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | Who Wants To Suck
September 02, 2008 @ 10:58:23 pm | | Because if you wear trackies as a fashion thing then you suck major monkey balls. 14 comments | Reply |
jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | My Mum
September 01, 2008 @ 02:34:11 pm | Really needs to learn what food I like.
She got really really angry with me last night (I forgot to post some letter) and she's just said 'by way of apology I will cook you a meal you like, Mushroom Risotto'.
Risotto is one of very very few kinds of food I can't stand. Thing is I don't want to be dificult or not eat something my mum has cooked, so every time she cooks it I'm sort of forced to eat something I can't stand. How do I get her to know I can't stand the stuff, without seeming dificult or innapriciary?6 comments | Reply |
jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | Would You Like
August 31, 2008 @ 09:28:21 pm | Would you like to see britannia,
Rule again, my friend?
All you have to do is follow the worms.
Would you like to send our colored cousins,
Home again, my friend?
All you need to do is follow the worms.More... | 2 comments | Reply |
jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | 2 Weeks Today
August 31, 2008 @ 12:55:14 pm | I get to move into my flat in Stirling.
Finally get to escape this god-forsaken part of the world, only problem will be the lack of butteries.21 comments | Reply |
jmo
Über-Monkey
56002 points | Stay Positive
August 30, 2008 @ 11:44:49 pm | Cos this world swallows souls
And when the blues unfold
It gets cold -- solids -- burns holes
You're going mad
Perhaps you always were
But when things was good you just didn't care
This is called irony
When you most need to get up you got no energy
Time and time s**t'll happen
The dark s**t's unwrapping
But no-one's listening your mates are laughing
Your brethren's f**king and then you start hating
Your stomach starts churning and you mind starts turning.
So smoke another draw
It won't matter no more but the next day still feels sore
Rain taps on your window
Always did tho but you didn't hear it when things were so-so
You're on your own now
Your little zone you were born alone and believe me you'll die alone
Weed becomes a chore
You want the buzz back so you follow the others onto smack
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Feels nice and still
Good thing about brown is it always will
It's easy, no-one blames you
It's that world out there that's f**ked you
You're no less of a person and if God exists
He still loves you
Just remember that - the more you sink the further back from that brink
Maybe you've lifetime scars and you think tattoos might be more fitting
But who's picking?
Searching for yourself you find demons
Try and be a freeman and grasp that talisman
Cos your the same as I am
We all need our fellow man
We all need our samaritan.
Maybe I'm better looking than you tho
Maybe I've got more dough - but am I happier... no.
Get the love of a good girl and your world will be much richer than my world
And your happyness will uncurl
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Stop dreaming
People who say that are blaspheming
They're doing nine to five and moaning
And they don't want you succeeding when theyve blown it
And you idols - who are they?
They too dreamt about their day
Positive steps will see your goals.
Whether it's dollars or control, feel the gold.
I aint helping you climb the ladder
I'm busy climbing mine.
That's how it's been since the dawn of time
If you reach a cul-de-sac
The world turns it's back
This is you zone, it's like blackjack
He might get the ace or the top one
So organise your two's and three's into a run then you'll have f**ked him some
And for that you'll be the better one
One last thing before you go though
When you feel better tommorow you'll be a hero
But never forget today. you could be back here
Things can stray
What if you see me in that window?
You won't help me I know.
That's cool, just keep walking where you go.
Carry on through the estate, stare at the geezers so they know you aint lightweight
And go see your mates
And when they don't look happy
Play them this tape
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
I hope you understand me
Just try and stay positive
I aint no preaching f**ker and I aint no do-goody-goody either
This is about when s**t goes pear-shaped
And if you aren't or ever have been at rock bottom then good luck to you in the big wide world
But remember that one day s**t might just start crumbling
Your bird might f**k off or you might loose your job
It's when that happens that what I'm talking about will feel much more important to you
So if you aint feeling it, just be thankfull that things are cool in your world
Respect to BC
Positivity
Positivity
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
Just try and stay positive
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