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elite_dragon
Ogler
28503 points | it has occured to me that i didn't honour my mate this year...R.I.P
Yesterday @ 02:52:24 pm | one of my best mates Dean Bexton committed suicide around 11 years ago....wow has it been that long mate?
i know that you are still around and i know u will be watching over your family...just be sure to come around for a chat anytime you want  i know you will be suprised at how much i have changed lol
R.I.P
its kinda hard wi u not around, i know u in heaven smilin down5 comments | Reply |
treebee
UM - BONGO
Über-Administrator
157437 points | I think i will sell my house next year
September 01, 2008 @ 10:20:29 am | I was thinking about it last night. If I sell my house I can be completely debt free. Financially i will be better off if i sell my place and rent somewhere for a while.
It may sound like property ladder suicide but actually im not staying in the UK and in order to emigrate i need to be debt free, hassle free, possession free with some lovely money in my account.
There is no way i can acumulate any cash at the moment, with the weight of the mortgage and loans around my neck.
For a little while last night that kind of financial freedom just hit me and it felt so good. And its not just about the money, its about letting go of all the crap around me, the furniture, the clothes that dont fit, the baby toys in the attic, the s**tty garden fence that falls down every year, the toilet that wont flush, the kitchen lights that flicker, the chavvy kids who kick a football at my car every day.
I want to take my money and my kids and leave and start over again.  13 comments | Reply |
elite_dragon
Ogler
28503 points | Slipknot in December!!!!!
August 30, 2008 @ 07:09:14 pm | | woohoo! am goin to see them live in Sheffield!!! 7 comments | Reply |
elite_dragon
Ogler
28503 points | 360 or tv....the eternal question lol
August 28, 2008 @ 08:36:47 pm | | to play or not to play that is the question lol, its really difficult to decide! 5 comments | Reply |
treebee
UM - BONGO
Über-Administrator
157437 points | Weird mood today
August 26, 2008 @ 11:07:21 am | I am going all high maintenance for some reason. Mr Treebs is so busy right now, why is it when he is at his most stressed and needs me to be strong that i suddenly become emotional and ridiculous?
Its not normones, i can rule that out for sure. I am pretty tired. Last night i was in bed and it was one of those nights. Where you cant sleep and you are stone cold sober and all of a sudden those tiny niggling doubts at the back of your head, the ones you can push away in daylight all come at me like a monster from under the bed.
I drive myself into the most pathetic state for absolutely no reason.
Today i am so tired and kinda mad at myself for leaning on him when he is at breaking point. Yet he still can say "I love you baby, think positive".
My bank called, some early 20 something bitch, threatening to close my account of 18 years over a £10 overdraft. She asked if i read the letters they send me. I told them most of what they send me is s**t anyways.
She asks me why is my account under stress? Why? school holidays, long month, August, the sun sets in the west, the government taxes, price of food, petrol what f**king business of hers?
She is threatening to close my account if i dont pay £10 in today.
I sure hope her husband doesnt leave her with 2 kids and no income later on in her life. Good luck finding childcare and feeding and clothing those kids. Make sure your account doesnt go over by £10 because its VERY serious.
Pffft in a way that stupid bitch kinda pulled it into perspective for me. It made me realise that stupid c**ts will always be out there and somehow i take reassurance in this and can remain sane for another day.6 comments | Reply |
the_lone_wolf
Minister
12634 points | Ugh
August 23, 2008 @ 03:14:44 pm | | Last night wore me out. And no it's not what you're thinking you dirty minded people, I had two softball games back to back last nist. 2 comments | Reply |
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ok the stupid Kevin Bishop show is on, which i HATE but i cant be arsed to move and they just had a thing that said about a new gladiator called UM BONGO 
