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13/F/anthony, New Mexico
Join Date: Mar 2008

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Age:	13
Gender:	F
Location:	anthony New Mexico United States
Posts:	437
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deademo
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hi my lfe is so suckish my "friend" thats bi is stalking me and my other 2 friends its so freakish!!!!!!!!!!

please comment
August 06, 2008 @ 02:53:05 am

You say words
They come and
They go
They hurt
They burn
The scars
they leave behind
They make me cry
They are there
To stay for all eternity
All is done
all is said
Soon enough
I will be dead

But remember me
Remember that
Remember
all the good times that we had
too bad they are all gone
Along with me
And the cuts in my wrist
And the blood dripping slowly

Obsession will take over your mind
It will rot you from the inside
Making you believe that your beloved
would fall in your arms again
Even though they clearly said
Ill never love you
Ever again

Ill advise you to take my words
wished I thought of them before
so id end up happy or sad
and not in this grave yard buried
dead but alive

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comment i guess
August 06, 2008 @ 02:49:53 am

You left without a single trace
Hoping one day I’d see your face
There where no clues left behind you
Only the hurt that you would do
like a murderer in disguise
I saw the truth in all the lies
Your eyes could both
reveal all the harm that you done here
And I didn’t even say goodbye
Maybe it’s because you where never mine
Current Music: shameless

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June 14, 2008 @ 04:17:07 pm

im bored .....does anybody wanna talk to me ?pleeeeeeeeeeezzzzzz

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1 of my poems ...coment if you like
June 08, 2008 @ 04:44:09 am

i hide bejind your shadow
following every step you take
hoping that you would notice me
im hoping youll pick me to b your 1 true love
hoping youll comeback
being sorry 4 all that youve done
sitting here all alone
thinking of how you smell
how you feel
and how you kiss
imagining every aspect
of what will never b
as i cry for hours
for days to come
not eing next 2 you
able 2 smell you
feelyou
and dreaming of kissing you

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never b loved
April 26, 2008 @ 04:25:59 am

Ill never b loved

I just watch all those who have some one
that they don’t appreciate
o how I wish I had
and how lucky they are
but they don’t realize
that there’s some one watching
with only sadness and loneliness
They don’t realize some one
who will never b loved
is crying for their happiness .

By that who will never b loved

Unconditional love is an illusion

it’s a mistake that happened a long time ago when I first saw you I wish i never but I did and your condition was ill be your friend and as well you will be mine . That I knew will never be love.

Love

What is wrong with me get a gun against my forehead and take me out of my misery don’t need help …………need you . I’ m giving up on you cause we’ll never be together I am so over in trying to figure out all your bulls**t . Make up your mind or save me from my self that who I wish id never be .

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April 20, 2008 @ 04:00:39 am

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im soooo
April 15, 2008 @ 04:05:47 am

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im sooo stupid
April 09, 2008 @ 04:08:22 am

im so stupid when i get hyper its like if i get hi n stuff

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