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Ogler
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treebee
UM - BONGO
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156896 points | Weird mood today
August 26, 2008 @ 11:07:21 am | I am going all high maintenance for some reason. Mr Treebs is so busy right now, why is it when he is at his most stressed and needs me to be strong that i suddenly become emotional and ridiculous?
Its not normones, i can rule that out for sure. I am pretty tired. Last night i was in bed and it was one of those nights. Where you cant sleep and you are stone cold sober and all of a sudden those tiny niggling doubts at the back of your head, the ones you can push away in daylight all come at me like a monster from under the bed.
I drive myself into the most pathetic state for absolutely no reason.
Today i am so tired and kinda mad at myself for leaning on him when he is at breaking point. Yet he still can say "I love you baby, think positive".
My bank called, some early 20 something bitch, threatening to close my account of 18 years over a £10 overdraft. She asked if i read the letters they send me. I told them most of what they send me is s**t anyways.
She asks me why is my account under stress? Why? school holidays, long month, August, the sun sets in the west, the government taxes, price of food, petrol what f**king business of hers?
She is threatening to close my account if i dont pay £10 in today.
I sure hope her husband doesnt leave her with 2 kids and no income later on in her life. Good luck finding childcare and feeding and clothing those kids. Make sure your account doesnt go over by £10 because its VERY serious.
Pffft in a way that stupid bitch kinda pulled it into perspective for me. It made me realise that stupid c**ts will always be out there and somehow i take reassurance in this and can remain sane for another day.6 comments | Reply |
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treebee
UM - BONGO
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156896 points | Thats it Im off to join clown school or hunt big foot
August 15, 2008 @ 07:27:32 pm |  one or the other9 comments | Reply |
treebee
UM - BONGO
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156896 points | Freaky
August 11, 2008 @ 10:27:43 am | OMG you know when something really strange happens like:
Just now i was thinking of someone and all of a sudden a song came on the radio which makes me think of them - this song isnt normally on the playlist on capital. I know its coincidence but  11 comments | Reply |
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ok the stupid Kevin Bishop show is on, which i HATE but i cant be arsed to move and they just had a thing that said about a new gladiator called UM BONGO 
