 darkangel28
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5826 points
30/F/salt lake city, Utah
Join Date: May 2007 |
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| i am so sick of guys i deleted yahoo instant messenger and then i downloaded this thing called imvu and then i was chatting on it for a few days but it seemed like all anyone on there wanted was sex it was like this virtual cyber chat and i thought it was a place where u can chat with people and get to know people aside from sex i dont trust giving people i dont know my number anymore cuz i had a problem with this guy giving it out to all of his friends and it seems like everytime i give it out to someone something happens and someone else ends up with it that i dont know who it is and every time i think about giving my number out to someone new i think about what that did that gave it out to all of his friends i had to change my number cuz of that s**t and i dont wanna have to do that again no one on the dating sites will even reply to me anymore i feel like i am gonna be single forever and i feel like just giving up. | |
loveis
TFS Monkey
44600 points | It's time to start meeting guys in person don't you think? Rather than over the computer..
You will be treated better too, at least at first..people are more careful in person what they say to you, where online anything is game it seems..
Give 'real life' a chance...I think in your case it would benefit you better. |
sassi
Mega Über-Meister
4675 points | | Become a Bi-Chick like me. |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | | well i would but i am more shyer in person and guys dont talk to me they just stare at me and i meet these guys in real life too though i just talk to them in a chatroom instead of going up to them and talking to them in person and if i were to meet a guy in real life i would expect them to come up and talk to me first |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | | after i posted this i fell asleep for like 3 hours and i had this weird dream that i was at my exs house with my mom and his mom was there and i was just sitting outside in the carport which is weird cuz he dont have a carport at his house my sister does and my mom and his mom was in there in the house talking and its weird cuz i was sitting there writting something down i dont know what it was but i just got up and i kept saying to her lets go before he comes back and i just left and its weird but some how i ended up finding out that he was going to go to lousianna and move there and i freaked out and tried to text him and i dont think it got through but i got back to my house and i was in bed and my mom came home and i got mad at her and started bitching cuz she left me there and i had to take the bus home which is not like her at all and then i woke up. |
RL
Über-Meister
2600 points | It sucks doesn't it! I don't know what to tell you. I've become a hermit, almost. I have had a series of screwy people in my past too. Sex seems to ruin friendships. Id rather have friends. Tooooo much drama when friendship turns into "more". "More" becomes "less". Aren't there real people somewhere in your life? Spend more time with them when you can. Go camping, or fishing, or to a music festival, or to the bowling alley, or... oh well, never mind, sorry, for all I know you can't get out and your computer is all you have.
Have you tried writing little short stories? I did that for a couple of years... to fight off boredom, and shared them with a friend and she took one to an illustrator friend of hers who put faces to the characters and then showed it to a publisher friend of hers who wanted to see more and they are publishing three of them in January to see how they market! I don't even know how to write properly, but they liked them.
So see, you never can tell what's going to happen. Just give yourself a chance. And to hell with all the pecker-brained idiots, they don't mean a thing in the big picture. Good luck...rl |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | | i dont really have any friends i had 1 friend but she betrayed me too by using me and having sex with my bf behind my back and i have a journal but its this thing. |
RL
Über-Meister
2600 points | If you're going to create a story for fun, don't do it where people can read it. Keep it private. It means more to you when it's private.
Sorry you got stabbed in the back. That has happened to almost everyone I know. There just aren't very many good people anymore. When you find good ones, keep them secret so you can't get stabbed in the back again. |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | | well i am not really very good at that sort of thing anyways maybe when i was 7 |
RL
Über-Meister
2600 points | | That hurt my feelings... thanks a lot. |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | | sorry i didnt mean to i was just being honest |
WildChild
Perv Magnet
Über-Moderator
109641 points | | Yeah I hate those chat sites where you have 900 windows comeing up saying Age /Location and that crap. I just stay far away from those. |
darkangel28
Debater
5826 points | well i used to like them but now its full of porn bots and and once i go into the room before i even start talking i get tons of porn bots and yahoo has a thing now where they watch u and if someone sends u a link then u can report it as spam and get them banned from the chatroom
but i dont chat that much anymore |
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