First off, my name is Jessica. I dont like to be called: Jess, Jessie, or anything other than Jessica.
I am just like everyother teen girl.
I have prroblems just like everyone else, but mine tend to control my life more.
I am currently the oldest child, i have 4 sisters.
I dont have a relationship with my father[who lives with us]
and I have a hard time keeping the good relationships that I do have.
I have a short temper, and that ruines everything.
There is one person in my life that I havent gotten bord with at all,
and that is Nathan.

I wish that i had as much faith in myself as he does in me.
I wish i respected myself as much as he does me.
I wish that i could learn the things that i need so im not alone in the world.
I wish that i didnt push people away, like i do.
I wish that this didnt sound like a sob, emo story.

I can be funny, I can be cheerful, I can have fun.
But i am also a negative person.
i try not to let that get the best of me, and i try to enjoy my time at home,
but sometimes it just doesnt happen.
My only true friend, who has been there for me through EVERYTHING, thick and thin, and to the end, is Nathan.
I would probably be in the hospital, or juvi, or some other place like that if it wasnt for him.
He has opened my eyes, and i think him for that.

I dont get along with my family well.
My mom and my youngest sister are probably the only 2 that i clame.
My grandpa who i have just recently become close to was diagnosed with cancer,
and he probably wont make it through the summer.
I dont get to see my cousins much, i am not in a close age range with them.
and most have their own lifes to tend to, like kids and work.

My passion is the ARTS, I love Photography!
I hope to go to school for it. I want to do weddings and portriats.
I will be going to school at IVY TECH to own my own buissness, and Nathan and I will have our own studio.
I love music, i cant make it, but i love listening to it.
ther is always a song that will make me happy at one point in time, i listen to everyrthing,
but my favorite would have to be 80's rock/metal and 90's soft rock/pop.
I love to write, its an easy way for me to get out how i feel.
Its so relaxing, and soothing.
I love drawing/scribbling.
cause scribbling is all i can do,
but its a nice way to releave stress,
if you really think about it