I'm just very emotional. I think too much and I cry too easily. I let my feelings lead me and I expect the worse from every situation. I only trust two people in my life. I've been hurt far worse then you could ever hurt me, I"m use to feeling numb and out of touch with the world most of the time. I think the only time I will ever be exceptionally happy and content is when I find true love and I have such a way to go. I'm afraid of giving everything to someone and it backfires in the end. It scares me to know I feel too much things. I've given up trying to make this better, life just doesn't work for me anymore. I'm different than most of these people in the world and I could care less.


I'm the patron saint of the denial
With an angel face and a taste for suicidal


Of late it's harder just to go outside, to leave this deadspace with hatred so alive. Writhing with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay.Killed by the weakness, but forced to return. Turn it off. I watch the stars as they fall from the sky.I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying. I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry.
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes. Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized. Feeling surrounded, so bored with mortality, I decay. All off this hatred is f**king real. Turn it on.

I have got a sunset in my veins and I need to take a pill to make this town
feel okay.
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