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41/F/Fayetteville, Arkansas
Join Date: May 2007 |
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I think I have fallen 4 an 18 yr old guy that I work with  It is even surprising to me, but I have never, ever felt as strongly about anyone as I do about him   He is very mature for his age  We share the same values & share our feelings about stuff very easily  I can talk to him about anything at all; it is like he is my best friend even though we have only known each other about a month!!! It feels like I have known him my entire life He tells me that I need to eat more & that I shouldn't work so hard He even offers me some of his food. He is very sweet & respectful towards me. He is always telling me I don't look any where near my age & I don't seem that old~~~ He also says I don't seem like I have as many kids as I do ~~~ for more than one reason!!!  I'm pretty thin & he doesn't think I am old enough to have that many!!! He is my new best friend~~~ Sry Lucas  U know I still love u too though
K~~~ as always, gotta go to bed~~~ Must work in the morning (well, later this morning that is)
Current Music: U Know I Will by Lucas Grabeel!!! :D
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I only wish he had left me a message Oh well; I plan to wait a few days & see if he calls again. If he doesn't I will call him & ask what he was wanting or needing to talk to me about He has the most dreamy blue eyes I've ever seen in real life (u know; like Elijah Wood's eyes!!!~~~ but I really know him) Another guy we used to work with who is a good friend of mine once told me that this guy really liked me, but he is a lot younger than me & very hot & sweet, so I didn't really think there was any way he could really like me; u know  Now it looks like I was way wrong & Yasser was so right!! I really miss both of them, one moved on to a better job & the other moved on to another town & a better job!!! I never gave Will my phone number, but he knows my first & last names & my number is listed in the phone book. I'm thinking if he looked up my number or called information to get it, he must really like me, right? He is so very sweet & handsome!!! I really hope he does like me & he asks me out I was waiting for lucky number 9 from the time I decided I was ready to date again, but I would gladly make an exception for him I'll be crossing my fingers & toes that he calls me again or he is around when I call him & answers!!!
No one even reads this crap so I can really write anything I want I guess It's not like it really matters anyway!!! I truly do miss Will & Yasser though 
Current Music: This is That New Song by Badly Drawn Boy :)
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I have made the decision that I will remember my other friends only in my personal journal; don't want to depress everyone We have all lost a lot of ppl we care about; I'm sure
So, I have been watching Dancing With the Stars & was just wondering if anyone know if Alec was on there at all this season??? I can't seem to find any pics of him from this season & don't recall him being on there, but all the information I can find says that only Maksim didn't return (of the pros on the show)??? Maksim, Tony Dovolani & Alec r my fave pros on the show!!! Although I wish I could dance like Cheryl & Edyta. I'd love to dance with Maksim, Tony or Alec; I'm not real picky I am also greatly anticipating the release of the movie the Adventures of Foodboy starring Lucas Grabeel & Ryne Sanborn! They are having 2 premiers for it in the next 2 months and I'd love to attend either, but can't afford to & live too far away 
N e way~~~ work has been going some what better because I have decided to change my work attitude & at least act like I love what I do & our customers no matter how much I really can't stand it; who knows maybe I will get an acting job from being so darn good at acting like I love something I truly can't stand Don't get me wrong though; it's not all of our customers I can't stand; it is only a very small amount. I'd say about 1 n 900; that's not too bad at all; I do realize that it could be SO MUCH worse N e way; I'm still not seeing n e one & probably won't for a long time yet I really think I'm ready to at this point, I just haven't really met anyone who I am interested in dating Someday my prince will come  It doesn't hurt to dream anyway; does it??? Later all; thx 4 all & love, hugs & kisses 4 all 
Current Music: You Know I Will by Lucas Grabeel :)
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I was thinking yesterday morning, and again last night, about all of the good, close friends I've lost through the years. This got me to thinking that I have reached the point in life where I am kind of afraid to get too close to people because I have lost so many good, close friends I don't want to live my life being afraid to get close to people because we all need friends and the more friends we have the happier we will be
I was pretty young when I lost some of these friends & my memory is not near as good as it used to be, so I don't recall n what order I lost them One of the first friends I lost was an ex-boyfriend of mine named Rodney We hadn't dated n about 9 months because my dad got a restraining order against him & his brother (whom my sister dated) because his brother kept getting in trouble with the law. Rodney was a wonderful boy & my parents kept me from being with him, and then my mother caused me to miss his funeral because I had to baby sit my younger brother & sister & she promised she would be home in time 4 me 2 go
Current Music: Only The Good Die Young
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Took a trip 2 the St Louis zoo with 2 of my kids!!! We stayed at a lovely Lodge there called the Cheshire Lodge It was kind of cold & windy, but we spent a lot of time looking at stuff inside; they have a lot of that Now I'm back 2 work & wishing I were still on vacation
I recently found out that the man I was interested in dating is married Guess I'll start my search again I also recently; like just last night; found out that one of my online friends isn't who he said he was & that makes me really mad because he is still trying 2 say that he is, but the other person has real pics on his profile that I haven't seen anywhere else & seems to know more about him & where he is from? He answers more of my questions & stuff like that?  Now I am just totally confused & may never know the truth Oh well, I have one more trick up my sleeve 2 try and find out at least!!! I'll try to let you all know what I find out & keep u updated more on me For now g2g & get ready 4 work
Current Music: u got it by Lucas Grabeel
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There sure isn't much excitement n my life at the time (although I hear I do have a hug coming from a pretty hot guy) Things sure could be worse though My job is not going very well, but that is why they call it work, isn't it? That's what I've always heard anyway!!! My youngest son is doing very well & although he is still n the treatment center, he should be coming home really soon!!! He is feeling much better & only takes one med now where he took 3 b4!!! The other kids r doing great The only things I think I need now r more time, more money & a good man Believe me what they say is true; good men r hard 2 find I've learned 2 b very patient and not rush n 2 things; that was how I wound up n all those bad relationships; got tired of waiting 4 Mr Right & just went for Mr Hey He asked me out?!! N e way, no more jerk dating for me Although I could really use some excitement in my life, but I am 41 & a single mom & grandma & I don't want to stir things up 2 much I'll try 2 develop some sort of social life A local band is playing on Dickson Street this Thursday & maybe I'll go hear them again If my mom will stay around & watch my youngest daughter for me while I go They are the Vessels of Wrath!!! V.O.W!!! I posted a thread about them on here a while back trying 2 find more of their fans & see how far their music had spread, not many people on here seem 2 have heard of them though That's OK though; they will soon Gotta go finish getting ready 4 work; again L8rzzz!!!
Current Music: When Two Oceans Meet by the Vessels of Wrath ~~V.O.W.
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Things haven't been going too bad Had some teeth pulled & missed some work because of that, and pretty much felt like crap for about a week
My son who is in the hospital is doing much better though and gets to come home for a visit tomorrow afternoon!!! He may be in there for about another month though, but he is really doing much better; getting his meds worked out & stuff like that, so he feels better. My cousin who was in the hospital is back home & doing very well (all things considered).
But there r still some things I need 2 get worked out & I plan 2 start working really hard on those things & make my life a much better place 4 me & all those who know & love me I have been having a really difficult time dealing with the death of Heath Ledger among some other things that have recently happened n my life & I have 2 look at these things from a new perspective n order to deal with them better; for me, my family & my dear friends!!! I would really like to thank my dear friend, Lucas, for helping me through the immediate time after I found out about the problems Wes was having & the morning after I found out that Heath Ledger had passed away U r truly my dearest & perhaps even best friend n this world As u know, u r my light when there only seems 2 b darkness Love ya man!!! Really, thx for being there 4 me!!!
Current Music: You Know I Will by Lucas Grabeel
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| To those of you who prayed, thanks She has come out of her coma and seems to be doing much better. My mom spent most of the first day she was a wake at her bed side because no one else was there. I just wanted to be sure and let you all know that she is doing much better, and thank you all for your prayers and friendships!!! | |
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I have a cousin who is about 30 who was brutally attacked, raped, and stabbed several times. The doctors don't know if she will survive or not; and some of us who love her aren't really sure if surviving would even be the best option. It really sucks to see someone you know in that condition (not that I have personally seen her, because you have 2 be immediate family to get in and she is my first cousin which does not make me immediate family). I know this has been very difficult for her parents and brothers. Just pray for her and her family in the way u believe is best
Thanks again; some of u have really been there for me through some rough stuff and I do greatly appreciate it
Current Music: you know I will by Lucas Grabeel
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Thank u all for ur heartfelt hugs and prayers!!! Sorry, I logged out so quickly that day, but I really had to. My son is now in a hospital being treated for depression. He told me that the guys who killed his best friend's little brother are now in jail on that charge and several more. One of them is only 17, but his attorney couldn't prove that his papers were real so they have no way to prove that he is only 17, so they are both being charged as adults (which they probably would have been anyway for the murder). He still doesn't really like to talk about it, but I bring it up every now & then & he responds. I hope that is helpful to him I would think that it would be, but then I have never experienced anything nearly that traumatic in my entire life. Thank u all again for ur prayers & hugs!!!
Current Music: Bop to the Top~ Lucas Grabeel & Ashley Tisdale
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