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Debater 5496 points | Guess WHAT??? August 25, 2007 @ 12:05:34 pm | | I was promoted to a manager at my store the other day!!! I was so excited!!! yay!!!! it took long enough but i finally made it... 8 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | blah July 10, 2007 @ 04:33:24 pm | I hate having days where i don't know how i feel...
for example... today... i was angry and sad and frustrated and confused and comtemplative and i just don't know why i couldn't just pick one and stay with it...
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Debater 5496 points | agony for the goat May 24, 2007 @ 02:27:04 pm | i really broke up with my boyfriend now... and it f**king hurts...
but i am just hoping that it was the right thing to do, because although i love him... i truly ended this relationship because i am soo totally in love with this other guy... and i have been told he likes me too but i just don't know... and i know that if nothing happens with this other guy that i would have lost my boyfriend forever...More... | 10 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | mother dearest May 14, 2007 @ 12:58:13 pm | i moved home... it sucks... i hate all these new rules... and yeah...
i hate not being able to come on tfs when i want... and since mum hates internet sites like these... i can't come on when she is around... and she follows me so that sucks...
love yous though and hope all is well... i will get on when i can...Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | ka ching!!! April 27, 2007 @ 01:49:49 pm | hey folkies...
just aa tid bit of an update on me... well me and my bf decided that we were better off being friends... i am moving away from him to make sure that i get better (in the head ( been feeling very down lately)) and we decided that maybe it would be better for both of us to be friends...
its weird though... because i have been with him for just over 9 months and that is a long time for me and i don't really remember how to be just friends... i don't know how to not hold his hand when we are walking down the street... i don't know how to not kiss him, or not hug him or not snuggle him...
I know it is for the best in the long term because he has just been getting very hurt by me lately and i didn't want to continue hurtin him... especially when i was doing it and not even knowing it until later when i look back and think... f**k i was a bitch...
but yeah... its weird and its the right thing to do,... but i f**king hate it how the 'right' thing to do is usually the one that hurts you most in the short term...4 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | SLEEPIES April 27, 2007 @ 05:15:56 am | everyone is telling me to go sleep...
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SLEEP!!!
if i do go to sleep then i will be hyper when i am meant to be sleeping and my boyfriend will go crazy at me for keepin him awake...
grr...4 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | sound of music. April 23, 2007 @ 09:00:57 am | i just remembered a rather disturbing fact...
when i was little i used to want to have 7 children.... 2 boys and 5 girls...
I was going to name them...
leisl, fredrick, louisa, brigetta, kurt, marta and gretel...
that is so sad...1 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | DRUNK!!! March 21, 2007 @ 12:34:34 pm | OH my god.. there is so a first for everything... and tonight is the night... yay!!! first time on tfs that i have been drunk!!!! yay!!!!
I am just oing to nuts and see hwat randm stuff i see or rite at this time and then i will review it and see wha ti stupid stuff i write in the morning...
I love macca...7 comments | Reply |
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Debater 5496 points | hypothetical question March 20, 2007 @ 06:32:20 am | what if you liked (and i mean really liked; loved in fact) two diferent guys? but to make matters difficult one those people is your boyfriend, and the other is a friend who lives a fair way away from you...
what would you do?? who would you go for???7 comments | Reply |
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