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17/F/Aberdeen, Washington
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I always wanted to be popular and just like all the cool kids. I tried to dress like them, act like them, and be them. Nothing ever worked. It's funny how years change. I look nothing like they ever did, i dont do the things they did, dont have the same grades nothing about me is like who the popular people were.
Every time I go downtown I get mobbed by people. I dont know what I did or how I met so many people. It's really weird, no one used to like me and now I have to hide from 30-40 people a day. It really sucks. I dont know why I always wanted to fit in now that I know all people do is f***ing follow you. Sure it doesnt sound that bad but there is alot of annoying people. Usually when I'm downtown I'm with my friend Mike and every where we go people spot us and follow. Want to know what we are doing, where we are going, what we are doing the next day... and so on. It sucks. We cant get away from people. Sure it feels great to know so many people care but it sucks at the same time. Also, if I'm not with mike every one asks omg wheres katt! and same with me... it like how bout we form a line for the people who ask where is mike and take turns asking the same question the last person asked. Its horrible. Every where I go guys follow and every where he goes girls follow. We cant go anywhere without being spotted. The other day we sat at a table at the mission... completely empty. All of a sudden two tables moved to our table and it was completely packed.
Sometimes I'm just glad I'm not famous cause 30-40 people is bad enough. I've never even done anything great, accomplished anything, or been a hero... yet everyone wants to hang out, be with me, follow me, and stay the night at my house... grr this f***ing sucks. then if i dont go downtown everyone freaks out like omg where is katt. and they hunt for me all over town. I'm just glad no one knows where I live  that would be so much worse. there is a reason no one knows.
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