some days ago my boyfriend came here, we went out in his car, i
talked, he didn't answer, we're not able to talk, any more....
our story consists only in sex and going out with his motorcycle...
I thought our story was near to the end... but i didn't want to say
him goodbye for ever.
today a friend convinced me to say him what I'm feeling now...i sent him a message asking what does he want from our story,
he said he does not feel anymore that love he felt at the beginning.
we decided we take a pause, now i fell more free, i think i needed
this pause, to think what i really want from him and from my life....
what do you think??? was it a good idea? |