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19/F/now in London, Italy
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Today I met most of Fabio's friends, their really nice! in the beginning I was shy, I was worried by talking with new people, because I still have some difficulties finding words, and making others understand me! but after first difficulties, we all entered in a big shop, guys went to the men's part, a girl asked me if I wanted to go with her, and then I went. Fabio asked me: "are you sure? do you want to go with them?" and then I said: "yes, what's the matter?" and then he said to this girl that I needed to speak... so I went with her and other girls, they're really nice! Fabio was really hapy I took my way, instead of staying always with him.. and I did...
there was even a guy from Belgium, it was easy to talk with him! really good day the first day!
now I'm so tired, I slept only three hours in two nights! I'm going to bed guys... kisses... thank you for your moral support.
just to explain who is Fabio, I live in his father's house, and he is half Italian half English, that why I stay always with him...
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It's really a lot of time I don't write here, I know....
now, I'm leaving, tomorrow I'll take my airplane to London, and I
will remain for six months there, I'm so scared by the language, and
living alone, understanding people, make people understand me!
and all of this stuff! thank you for your help TFSers, using this
site I improved a lot!!!! really!!!!!!! | |
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I failed my entrance-exam at the university, and now, what to do now?
I feel so confused! every type of advice from everyone, from
everywhere, each one different from the others, and no ideas, about
my future!!!
A special friend said me: you have an year, you must wait for the
next year to enter the university, and so, you can make your
experience, leave and go in england, you learn the language and you
try to live out of your home, far from your house and your
parents..... an year of time in which i can do whatever i want....
and so, i decided! i will live... i will go in London and I'm going
to stay there for an year! to study, work, and see which
opportunities life will give me!
I'm so scared, but I decided this is the way to make my life becoming
mine, and no my parents'!!! | |
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A lot of things happened in this period, but i did not have the time
to write them... but I don't want to write all my life here. anyway
now I think I'm not the right type of girl to have a fix boyfriend
and to marry someone to make a family, I want to travel and to have
a type of life that doesn't include a family... so, I'm young, and I
want to have fun... I can do it with friends, (I have a lot of male
friends!) and with other guys i meet, but i don't need a boyfriend...
I have my life... and my dreams... when I want to pa** a night with a
guy I don't have problem finding him...
Current Music: noone
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a week ago, my brother and seven other guys from 13 to 18 years old
took off for Brazil.... they went there to help children who live in
the street... they go in streets and ask this children to come with
them in a house for street-children (meninhos de rua)...
in the street girl are prostitutes for gain the necessary to live,
there are even nine years old prostitutes, guys ho steal to live,
they all sniff a type of glue that is a drug... that is a cruel
reality... they are trying to be friend of this children, that is
not easy...
i want to dedicate my life to helping people, I want to go in Brazil
like my brother, I want to go in poor countries... and now, my
brother and his friends are realizing my own dream!
I wrote to that guys who are gone a letter to show my feelings....
I try to translate that letter.... | |
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now my life is changed... two weeks ago, i went to my ex boyfriend,
we together decided that our story didn't have any sense any more...
so nobody suffered, and i said goodbye. he said good bye too...
Current Music: anyone
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some days ago my boyfriend came here, we went out in his car, i
talked, he didn't answer, we're not able to talk, any more....
our story consists only in sex and going out with his motorcycle...
I thought our story was near to the end... but i didn't want to say
him goodbye for ever.
today a friend convinced me to say him what I'm feeling now... | |
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my boyfriend is a chef, he is working quite far from here, he works 6
or 7 days a week, when he can he comes here and we pa** some hours
together. rarely we talk, we go out with his motorcycle... we see
ourselves 2 or 3 times a month. it is not an easy situation.
Current Music: the gothsicle
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i did all my exams, and now im free, i go at work with my father and
my brother..... i go outside with my friends!!!!!!!!!! i can do all
the things i couldn't do before... I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEE  | |
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