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33/M/Stirling, United Kingdom
Join Date: Apr 2006 |
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Well the time has come, after 6 wonderfully happy years Sarah has decided to walk out my life forever. I feel like s**t, i'm so unhappy at losing her, my heart and mind are all twisted and torn and to top it off she left our son with me. I'm so lost without her, how the hell do people get through this? I have to stay strong for my son but all the while i'm falling apart, he said to me "daddy why are you crying" and that made me cry all the more  He's a smashing lad, i love him so much too. I'm glad she left him cause it gives me a purpose
She is my first real true love, i did fall in love back when i was 18 but hey i was a teenager and it seemed easier to get over back then.
Now i just feel like i will never be whole again, never be able to smile, i don't think i will love again, who would want a 31 year old man with enough baggage to fit in a B52? And two children to two different women, f**k that could get confusing come mothers day!!!!! I never wanted to have my kids to seperate people, i wanted to be a family, i wanted to have more kids to, at least another 1 possibly 2 but now i don't know what the point is anymore. It seems being a proper family just isn't going to happen for me
I know, I know it will heal in time and it will be ok in a bit, but right now it just feels like a big empty hole where my stomach should be, i don't know what to do, do i wait? do i get on with my life? i have no idea!!! I just wanna go to bed and lie there forever.
Why does life have to be so hard??? f**k i feel so pathetic and worthless | |
treebee
UM - BONGO
Über-Administrator
165454 points |  take it a day at a time, some days will be worse than others. But Cole you CAN get through this. Everything happens for a reason and somewhere there is probably the perfect woman for you thinking the exact same thing  |
smilinkate
Über-General
628 points | | I have been there myself I was married for 10 years to the father of my 3 children, then all of sudden he left us for someone else that used him for his money not for love. All the relationship I have been since then doesnt go over well at all but there are plenty of fishes in the sea, I am still looking for the right person I will find him someday just like you will find that perfect someone that will want to be with you. |
blissfully
Über-Commander
176 points | It's really hard losing the one you love..
You are losing a part of yourself..
That's the hole you feel.. it was where she used to be..
It's okay to cry, and feel miserable and lost..
You need to grief..
But don't stop doing what you do..
Do go on with your life..
Go to work, study, do nice things with your son
It will at some point take your mind of your misery..
And you will get over this.. It's going to take a while..
But better days will come..
And ofcourse you are going to love again.. And be loved..
Everybody needs that..
You have your whole life ahead of you
It's gonna be okay..
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