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25/F/Liverpool, United Kingdom
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Currently in the process of asking questions and discovering answers, curious about where my explorations and thoughts will take me, closeness to the development of ideas through self-criticism and analysis...
Seeing what society is really based upon...
Trying to find something worth substance in this dull and often acutely unpleasant existence..
Trying to find realism somewhere in this twisted illusion of visionary fantasy.
I'm just another statistic, a number, just another person trying to be good enough, trying to be perfect in everyway, an addict..
Just trying to find a connection with anyone..
Sometimes in your life you'll have to face times where you feel completely alone..
You're desperate for any kind of affection or attention, you just want someone to care for you, you just want to feel important. Not ever feeling good enough, not ever being happy, never being satisfied, and feeling like you don't matter, like you don't amount to anything. Feeling like this existence, this life is just pointless it's so dull and scarily predictable yet unpredictable..
Predictable in the sense that no matter what nothing will ever be enough, nothings ever going to make it better, yet unpredictable that at any given moment, at any given second anything can happen..
Feeling lost and miserable to the point where you don't know what to do or say anymore..
All your senses turn off and you're completely apathetic and cold. Bitter yet so unbelievably caring.
I just want to live my f**king life based on what society is based upon.
I don't want to be like everyone else, I won't.
Current Music: Because Of You - Ne-Yo
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