 chisa96
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22/F/, Wisconsin
Join Date: Mar 2008 |
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| my baby just turned one... i cant believe that ive been a mommy for a whole year... its so crazy that only months ago he couldnt even move without our help... now hes crawling and walking all over on his own... it makes me a little bit sad how fast time goes when i think about him growing up... ive always heard parents say how fast their kids grow... now i know what they mean... | |
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| ive been taking my kid outside to play lately as the weather has been improving... its so funny setting him down in the gra** to crawl around... for a few minutes he just lays there with his arms and legs up in the air looking all confused and disturbed... we have the sit down next to him and pat the ground a bit before hell start crawling around and exploring... and while anything on the floor inside is fair game for chewing, he hasnt once even tried to put any twigs or leaves into his mouth... | |
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i seem to annoy people a lot on the debating threads in here... i mean... if i disagree with someone on something that i have a solid view on... ill keep responding back and forth for as long as someone else is against it... i wonder sometimes if i go too far with it... people seem to think that i dont take in their points of view or are trying to force mine on them... buts thats not it at all... thereve been issues in here where i ended up rethinking my view due to someones else's insights on it... but i still want to keep the back and forth going to see what else they may say against it...
arguing is just how i best learn other ways of looking at things... i really dont mean it to get on people's nerves... | |
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| my bf and i are doing so much better lately... i mean we're not having sex much and there's about zero intimacy between us... but we are still working with each other to build our life... i actually think acting towards each other more like friends will be just what we need to last... i got knocked up after only dating two months, so we never really got a chance to do that... we had to be instantly serious and committed and thats definately a lot of what our problem is... i definately like this much better for now... | |
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| i just hiked 3 1/2 hilly, rocky miles through the woods actually carrying my 10 month old while hes twisting and reaching to see everything... that was a hell of a workout... my arms feel like absolute jello... but it was so fun... he gets just so excited... | |
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i live upstairs from this girl ive known since we were like 13... weve lived together twice since weve been 18 gotten along great... shes kind of a hyper, promiscuous, opinionated type and im a lot more laid back... but at most we just irritate each other and get over it... she has a one-month-old and i have a 10-month-old so a part of the reason we rented the house was to help each other out as needed... it works well over all...
but... shes very prone to thinking that the way she does things is the way they should be done... and she loves telling people what they should do in any given situation... its not really her fault... her whole family is like that... and they all have this voice... its so hard to describe... theyre not really loud, but they have voices that definately carry... that and her prominent personality makes her quite hard to interject on when she gets on a role...
anyway... she watched my kid for me tonight so i could go out for a few hours... hes a pretty small kid... he was on the bottom of that curve weight chart up to recently... following it perfectly til he hit that crawling, standing, playing with everything faze which dropped him a notch to below the charts... he has cereal and an extra scoop of formula in every bottle, and eats baby food two or three times a day as much as we can get into him before hes impossibley distracted (few bites to 3/4 of a contaner)... so he has plenty of calories, but hes dads tall and skinny and was about the same size as a baby, so hes probably never going to be a chunky kid... she started giving me all this advice on feeding a baby and how much he should be eating when hes already got a home nurse/developmental person checking his progress every month, his pediatrician visits, and a specialist at childrens hospital looking at him every other month... ive already discussed his eating and playing habits with them and theyve all said it was fine... i dont need her telling me how to do this when shes not even at that point with her kid yet... then she started going into how i should be discipling him more than i am now... but whats the point in that... hes always smiling and happy playing around... anything he does wrong hes not doing to be bad... hes just curious... if he grabs a cord or something all he needs is to be told 'no' and turned towards something else fun... you dont need to slap his hands in that kind of situation...
anyway that just really got under my skin... besides its not like shes a perfect mommy... her kids a month old and shes gone out partying 7 times already... i dont tell her how wrong i think that is for her kid...
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| i am a mommy, sister, daughter, and girlfriend... i am calm in any kind of crisis... i am logical, thoughtful, and not quick to speak... i try to do all the things that scare me until theyre no longer frightening... i have pulled some stupid stunts and lived and learned from the experiences... i would rather hang out by myself than be the center of 100 people... i am scarred and jaded but still whole... i have lived through some retched states of mind and returned again to reality... i was once the dictator of all the little teenagers wanting a party... i broke many fights and pulled people through many emergencies... now i am the one who silences the tears of my baby and calms him to sleep... i am the one my mother turns to about the mind of my brother... i am the one who makes the sacrifices to build a life where we all can be happy... | |
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my brothers pretty mentally screwed up... doesnt sleep, restless as hell, panic attacks, voices, paranoia, etc... he moved back with my parents a while back cuz he got divorced and couldnt hold a job... hes been doing ok lately... hes not himself really but he can hold a factory job now...
anyway... hes decided now that he wants to get off his meds... he got into some huge fight with my parents over it and stayed with my sister all weekend, but he has to be out by tommorrow cuz she runs a a daycare out of her house and cant really have a borerline schitzo off his meds around... hes taking his dog and going to live out of his car... which is fun, but prolly not so much so when ur headed for a break...
it sucks... he made my mom and sister cry... he wont listen to anyone else... hes just being so damned idiotic about it all... if he wants to go off his meds, thats his choice and may not be a horrible move... if he wants to move out of the house, thats his choice and may not be a horrible move... but how the hell does he think hes gonna do both at once, and in such a bitter mindset... | |
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| i bit my kids finger the other day... now whenever im holding him he tries sticking his fingers in my mouth... he thinks its just the funniest thing ever... what a weird little monkey... | |
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