Comp still f**ked and i'm on libraby one now.
Decided to venture north to go bowling with rich and the kids.i'm just waiting for a date when the kids get back from hollidaying in espaean...spain.
Genes thing very promising at mo.
Sent Christine this long e-mail and am a bit worried that it's too long! I'm not as worried about the content even though it's frank!
Hi Slimey
OK...so i've decided to risk using a nick-name i thought up for you...hope you like it. i've debated whether or not to explain it straight off the bat and decided to see if i can intrigue you with it!!
My comps effed so i'm on the library one. i miss my fav. sites The Forum Site(TFS) that i told you about, baseball stuff and fansites dedicated to my beloved Beatles. Are you a Beatle fan. If not listen to a song called You never give me you're money on the Abbey Rd. cd. esp. the end where it fades out with john's sublime falsetto singing '1234567 all good children go to heaven' over and over while george plays a wonderfully evocative guitar line. Then as it fades out you hear some windchimes that Paul mixed in. It's breathtakingly beautiful!!
I'm planning a trip to go bowling with my brother and niece and nephew. Our brothership has been strained this year. He makes me fume so much sometimes so i've kept him at arms lenght after things got really nasty around Feb. He and my parents are totally estranged and have been for the past 2 years. Which means i'm the only member of the family who speaks to all the others. He's in AA and it's like a cult that's brainwashed him. They've got him to purge himself by confessing his sins. He confessed to deliberatley provoking my temper since we were kids and all through our lives inc. in ways that i was shocked to have revealled to me, like the fact he tried to get my firends to like him more than me...he speciffically mentioned Steven Unwin as an e.g. Anyway, i won't go on about it.
How come you haven't put a pic. on you're profile? Don't you want to or have you just not bothered? I'm going to change mine in a month or two...when my moptops grown back properly.
I love telling you things on here, Christine. By default of the fact that you're the only person i've ever been seriously in love with you've just got awesome charisma. I'm just so 'gone-out' that we can 'talk' like this. Obviously, i wish you'd write more but then i can understand you're busy plus it's different for you 'cause you're not and never have and never will be hopelessly in love with me whereas i am and always have been and always will be hopelessly in love with you. Will you have a rethink about joining that website TFS? You can have a nosey at my journal but it's a bit risky to try and get you to do that 'cause i live in a tense house and i've written some pretty nasty stuff about my parents, which i don't really mean but it's good to write nasty s**t about them to get it out of my system. I can't wait to get better and be able to look after myself and move back out. Yesterday i went into the living room to ask my dad who was winning the golf and somehow ended up walking out 5 mins later without finding out even though he'd been sat watching it for the past million hours!
Ive finally got a reply from stephen mortons brother. He's going to get me SM's e-mail. so hopefully i'll be able to meet him on line soon. I've also been in touch with timothy birtles who i didn't really know at school but i was just putting random names in facebooks search eng. He's still in Sheff. making furniture!!Groovey!!!
I Hopes you're alright and i haven't gone on too long.
Bye
Love
Stephen