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Meister
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25/F/utica, Indiana
Join Date: Aug 2005 |
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I'm going to go try to find something to do resembling fun, or otherwise constructive.
I need lunch!
Bye everyone. 
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I *censored* hate cereal commercials where they amplify the sound of a person crunching cereal. I feel like someone is relentlessly crushing all the bones and cartlidge in my ears and I'm going to die of aggrivation. It makes me want to repeatedly smash said person's head against the table they so annoyingly eat at until their jaws are broken and unhinged and they will never chew again. *sigh*
Okay... so maybe not all the violence... but I really hate that.
I think I'm going to go to bed soon. | |
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I've been struggling with writer's block for a couple of years now. It had become such a problem that when I sit down to write, or add to writing I could only manage to get a sentence or a paragraph and stare at the screen for hours.
I finally realized the culprit, and it made me kind of sad. I'd stopped imagining the stories... playing out scenes in my mind with the characters. I was trying to write with my mind as blank as an unused canvas. I need to find that place in my mind again where everything in reality is blurred and my characters can come to life.
Sometimes I just can't focus on anything at all, and I'll just sit there.. be thinking about something... then it disappears and I'm left wondering "what the hell was I thinking about?"
It's a bang your head against the wall moment for me right now... I do not want another headache though. *sigh* I think I need to start getting more sleep. I used to get something like over 10 hours, now I'm barely getting 6. Ugh.... *whine*
Current Music: Stay With Me by Libera
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A migraine again... what's with this? I've had headaches for like three days in a row now. Have to go get more Orudus KT, the magic little green pills that taste like candy and supposively can make your stomach bleed. Pleasant thought...
I'm glad it's getting colder outside. I was surprised by it though, because earlier when I was getting opening the door to the lift in the dining hall there was just a burst of cold air.
At least there weren't bats in there again. That was freaky. My mom heard was riding the elevator up to her room one day and out of nowhere came this bat. She managed to trap it somehow and she and my brother got it outside. Now I'm always kind of worried when I'm using the elevator.
I'm going to miss this house. I doubt we'll get to stay here very much longer. I have no idea where we're moving to, but I don't think we're going to find a cooler house than this one. 
So let's see... this will be move # 14... 15... I don't know anymore.
Well anyway *hugs* to everybody else. Hope things are going well.
Current Music: Never Love Again by Hanson
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I'm so tired and I have a headache. I think I'm going to finish my portrait and take a nap.
Nevermind, I think I just heard my mom's car in the driveway.
I love my mom. She always makes me in a better mood.
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Anybody else having bad allergy troubles now?
My throat is sore and my ears and nose itch like a heroin addict.
I want to leave so bad right now, but my car's plates are expired.
Being online is boring. I think I might draw for a while, if my eyes can focus. | |
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Does anyone else get carded for buying movies?
I'm talking about regular rated R movies here, nothing questionable.
It's just really starting to get on my nerves. I actually had to show a cashier my license when I was buying a pg-13 movie. There has to be something wrong with that.
I suppose to other people I look young. I wouldn't know how to look any older, maybe I need to get some wrinkles or something. Or stop covering the premature silver hair I get when it loses pigmintation from me being so irritated by ridiculously annoying policies.  | |
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Candy... is good.
But it's not breakfast no matter what anyone tells you.
I bought a 44.5 oz bucket of sour punch twists... 
Bouncing off the walls can be dangerous unless they are padded by the way. 
Current Music: Sonata- Itzhak Perlman
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I can't believe how self-concious everybody is. It makes me feel almost normal. With how much we tear apart ourselves it seems like we should be kinder to each other.
I've just been wondering lately why it is... or so it seems... that most people would rather everyone be miserable with them, than to want other people to be happy even if they aren't. Why aren't people nice to each other? The smallest things can make a person's day. I find that people make too many assumptions... trying to figure someone out before they let their guard down. Seems to me like people are afraid to love each other.
People occassionally appear shocked if you're nice to them, because they aren't used to it. Well that saddens me.
In light of this... I suppose everyone deserves a hug.
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But... hey, how's it going? I find that it's easier to talk to people you don't know anyway since the consequences from what you say are signifigantly lighter.
Where bordeom is not an option... I depend on my boredom dammit... without that I'd never new ways to approach things.
I suppose I've found a new corner to lurk in.
Current Music: Tallulah by Sonata Arctica
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