 britt262006
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22/F/, Texas
Join Date: Oct 2006 |
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this is the daily life of me
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| love is pain is a understatement cause love can kill you and sometimes it dont have to be kill you dead love can kill your sprirt but most of all love kills the heart.Loving someone is all good untill the one you love turnes around and hurts you..They say the one dat you love the one will end up hurting you da most and dis is so true they hurt you and keep doing it over and over again until you or that other person decides that enough is enough.But whos to say when will dat come around.I can count the times that i have been in love on one hand and each person has effected me in some way but i never ever thought i would love some one to the degree that i love Damon.I have been with him going on three years and have seen him two of those years.when we first got together i was good for a good seven months i suppose but when i made the mistake of getting phones for us i saw what he was doing cause in da back of my mind i figured he didnt want no body but me but da bill didnt lie and dats when i began to cry.dat boy has done so much s*** to me i dont even know where to start.from leaving me to the name calling to lying all da damn time to cheating i cant even tell you which one hurt da most hell they all did every hurtfull thing just bout killed me.and are still are i guese i figured if i love him enough he would stop or just maybe if i expressed my feeling he would see what he was doing was killing me but after all dis time after all the tears after all the thoughts of getting myself out of dis misery its gotten worse he went from seeing me at least one a week if possible to i would be lucky one a month then it went to nothing at all no calls no nothing but a few internet talks yes thats all i got this whole year is dat false hope i go over dat s*** over and over and over just trying to see why would he lie to me like dat why would he say he loved me and at the same time he laid up with someone else dat s*** just never dawned upon me but i knew he was cheating dat why i keep asking him dats why its f***ing crazy cause my dumb a** he was emailing me saying he didnt have a phone and da whole time he did duh im so f***ing dumb if he didnt want you to have his number what da f*** do dat tell you but when he needed you help dats when he got at you hell i should of left when da b**** he was f***ing asked me was i f***ing him to but no dumb a** brittany stuck with him and just as soon as he got a job it was f*** brittany and dats how its always been and dat s*** tears me up inside its just kills me kills me damn i hate to be in so much f***ing pain | |
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| my lap top is sooooooooo slow and it freezes up all the time does any one know a solution to my problem please help me | |
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| why do guys give good women the run a round why do they choose to lie why do they choose to cheat i just dont know is it something i doing i just dont know | |
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IF A MAN WANTS YOU
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has
more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists
of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your
always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another
RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. | |
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GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!
Current mood: b****y
Brittany been going through some things this year.REAL TALK. First off im with this lying a** nigga that dont know the truth if it hit his lying a** in the face.and on top of that i cant let go.I hate a lying a** man how can you call yourself a man when you lie all the dam time dam i hate that s*** and on top of that you got people that use you like when they down and out they wanna come to you Man what the f*** why cant you come when times are good.Sorry a** people like they momma aint raise them right or something.Like they raised themself.Muther f***ers aint develop the super ego still got a ego.do s*** not to get in troble but forget about peoples feeling like i dont cry hell i bleed just like you.Im tired of sorry a** people.I'm a good person why i get stuck with sorry a** people dam.Hell it dont make me no use me saying i aint go do this cause i end up doing the s*** any way falling for the same s*** over and OVER AND OVER AGAIN.bUT OK THING WILL GET BETTER BUT DO BELIEVE WHEN YOU DID A DITCH NIGGA YOU BETTER DIG TWO CAUSE KARMA IS A b****
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just turned 20 and i bored as hell i need to spice up my life do something excited i feel like i falling off a cliff slowly dying cause i just so bored my friends bless their hearts are BORING as hell i need new friends some one with some life in them someone willing to dream willing to do openminded cause all they want to do is sit and sleep doing nothing waisting their youth and waisting my time am i wrong  | |
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| Just wondering how long after dating should you get proposed to | |
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| If you were my Valentine what would you do | |
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Dear Damon,
I have known you for a year now and I feel as though me and you are going no where meaning that this relationship isn't going anywhere. To say I love you would be truth but my love doesn’t go as far as it could or as long as it was. Throughout this year you have done things to hurt me but me being me I take it. To say I forgave you would be a lie because I haven’t for gave you for nothing you have ever done to me but don’t take it personal because I don’t forgive anyone. Its not that I don’t want to but when I do you go and do the same s***. To say I hate you would be also true because I hate the way you treat me to the way you put other people in front of me to the stuff you do behind my back. To say I want to do what you do to me would be truth. But as soon as the opportunity comes around I don’t take it because I love you to much to cheat on you but as time goes by that statement changes to I need to cheat on you to make me feel better . And sometimes I think dropping you would make me happy. But as much as I want to I'm still stuck with you. You get tired of my complaining and I get tired of complaining. I been complaining for a year and nothing has changed. So I figure it’s a waste of my time. And I get tired of putting my all in this and getting nothing but a broken heart and a hand full of lies. Some time I wish I never met you because you just caused me pain. You take my heart and you throw step on it. I don’t know what I have done to you but you really got it out for me. Why do you do what you do why do you choose to hurt me instead of love me. You say you love me and at time I think you do. But I sit here and I think what the hell is you definition of love because clearly we have a different definition. To say I doubt you love would also be true. Why? With you the bad out weigh the good and dam it shouldn’t be like that and yes it hard to remember the good but I can remember the bad like it nothing. I use to think that when you would hurt me you didn’t know what you was doing but hell as the months went on Started of just maybe once every two week but hell then it was like one a week then went to three times week and now it every day. | |
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