Yeah, i feel bad. the end. or, rather, I wish I could say that was the end. truth is, I really, really super need to talk to someone. I'm just skrewed up, i guess. I'm so confused. About all of it. I can't understand so many things anymore. I'm just too tired to make the effort. I guess it's girl problems.

Erica, if you read this I wish I was speaking with you. I need to talk to you. I need to tell someone. I need to tell you the truth.
The truth is, I was insulted by what happened. I don't know if I can trust you in the same way. I guess I am just too damn dramatic for my own good. I mean it's not like we ever said we were serious. In fact, I don't know what seperates us from just "friends with benefits". I'm just really confused about our relationship.

I need to talk with you.

I'm sorry. I'm so stupid. Look, I have no right to be all upset about this. But, I am. I'm just a damn fool is all. I understand your desision. If it was a choice between myself and someone else I wouldn't want to choose me either.

God, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry you ever had to meet something as pathetic as I. I can't help but think that before me your life was better before me, you could have been happy.

I'm sorry. I'm just so sorry.