 berlyn3014
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542 points
34/F/, Tennessee
Join Date: Oct 2009 |
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What do you do to get out of a blah or even a bad mood? I wish I knew. Right now I'm finding myself in a major funk. I know part of the reasons for it but I don't know how to get out of it.
First of all my boyfriend and I have a long distance relationship and because of several factors we've barely talked in over a week. And the last time I talked to him was Wednesday morning. I wish I could blame him for it but there are legitimate things that have kept him from it. Mainly work. He's had people jumping on him at work because he speaks his mind about what he thinks. Another thing is the last time I talked to him he was sick.
Another thing that has gotten me down is I take care of my mother full time and she's been a real handful the last few days. Seems like she is doing everything she can to bug the crap out of me. I am so fed up right now. The rest of my family will come if it is important and they are called but for the day to day stuff they just don't get it.
Also, we've had some issues with the person over the housing where we live. It got to the point to where she was really overbearing and without going into specifics one thing led to another and if certain things weren't done by a week ago yesterday she was going to start eviction. Lets just say my mom and her mouth played a part in that too.
And lastly. I've been sick for about 2 weeks. I'm feeling better but still don't feel great. I know that this is probly the main cause for my mood. It's one thing to know it but another to accept it.
So, I'm stressed and feel like crap and it is causing me to completely over react to situations. I know I am over reacting but I just can't help myself for some reason.
I don't know why I am writing this. Maybe I am hoping that writing about it will help. During the day when there is a lot of activity around the house I can put it on the back burner and just be in the moment but when it gets to be night time, it seems those feelings just hit me even harder. | |
PaNda
is Mysteria!
Minister+
10346 points | I'm so sorry everything's going wrong. You have a lot on your plate right now and it seems to me that you're very strong. I think your mood will be lots better when you're not physically sick. The worst thing is waiting it out. It sucks! Do you have trouble sleeping? If I'm really down, I have to go to sleep for a bit. Everything seems much better when I wake up. Try some Tylenol PM. It makes me drowsy and helps with pain. I'm hoping you find a place to go soon. Moving is one of the most stressful things in life and my mother had to take care of my granddad when he got really sick. It was very hard on her. I'm sorry I don't know the right things to say to help. Just know that I'm here if you'd like to talk more. Wishing you peace. Get well soon.  |
Allyson
Ogler
26438 points | | I hope you feel better soon |
berlyn3014
Über-General
542 points | Panda said:
I'm so sorry everything's going wrong. You have a lot on your plate right now and it seems to me that you're very strong. I think your mood will be lots better when you're not physically sick. The worst thing is waiting it out. It sucks! Do you have trouble sleeping? If I'm really down, I have to go to sleep for a bit. Everything seems much better when I wake up. Try some Tylenol PM. It makes me drowsy and helps with pain. I'm hoping you find a place to go soon. Moving is one of the most stressful things in life and my mother had to take care of my granddad when he got really sick. It was very hard on her. I'm sorry I don't know the right things to say to help. Just know that I'm here if you'd like to talk more. Wishing you peace. Get well soon.
Well, thankfully, we are going to be staying here. I've lived in this house for over 20 years. I still feel tense about the situation even though it is settled for now. I have been having trouble sleeping without coughing. I bought some over the counter sleep medicine and when I looked it up, it's basically 2 benadryl.
Normally, I can handle everything fine but i think you are right that I'll feel better when I'm not sick. I'm at that in between point where I'm not as bad as I was but I'm not well either.
Thanks for replying. I hope by just getting it out and not holding it in will help. I have a habit of holding things in and not letting it out.
You never know, I may end up contacting you. I'm just hoping that I can hear from my boyfriend tonight. It's been a long few days and I'm worried about him. His net has been down too and they were working on it the last time we talked. I think that'll help a lot. |
PaNda
is Mysteria!
Minister+
10346 points | | I'm glad you're getting to keep your house. It sounds like having to move is the last thing you need at the moment. I hope you hear from your boyfriend. Things will be looking up by morning, I think. Just keep sharing with us here. |
Allyson
Ogler
26438 points | | awwwwww thanks for the hugs, heres some hugs for you |
PaNda
is Mysteria!
Minister+
10346 points | berlyn3014 said:
Thanks Allyson.
And Panda, I hit enter before i could send you hugs too.
Thanks for the hugs. I like 'em. |
berlyn3014
Über-General
542 points | Y'all make it easy to share with.
There are some places I post that I'd never share but the vibe is very different here.
I just wish, well that doesn't really matter, but I wish just a couple of things would cooperate tonight and I'd feel better.
ok here's more hugs for y'all. lol
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PaNda
is Mysteria!
Minister+
10346 points | I'm glad I'm not the only one who says y'all.  It's good that you feel comfortable enough to share. |
berlyn3014
Über-General
542 points | Panda said:
I'm glad I'm not the only one who says y'all. It's good that you feel comfortable enough to share.
yep. I say y'all all the time. figured I might as well type like I talk. 
I got popcorn and chocolate. I'll share. |
PaNda
is Mysteria!
Minister+
10346 points | I'm sitting here eating Reese's Peanut Butter Cups.  I need these like I need another hole in my head, but they make me feel comfortable. The milk is so relaxing and good with them. |
berlyn3014
Über-General
542 points | Panda said:
I'm sitting here eating Reese's Peanut Butter Cups. I need these like I need another hole in my head, but they make me feel comfortable. The milk is so relaxing and good with them.
mmmmmmmmmmm
I wanted the Reese's PB Cups but I'd have to break into the halloween candy and there is only 14 in the bag. I know me It wouldn't last until halloween if i opened it. I got a mini snickers instead. |
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