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cubevision
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2491 points | I'm sure I drive people CRAZY!!!
August 17, 2008 @ 05:46:33 am | As some of u know my best friend in the world recently moved to go to college and I miss him dearly  What u may not know however, is that
a co worker of ours recently tried to give me the impression that this young man had told him we were having sexual relations. I know both of these young men very well and therefore I know which one of them is lying and it isn't my best friend   B knows how I feel about him and we are just good friends by his choice, not mine!!!
Believe me, I would love to go out with him and he is well aware of that, but I also respect him and respect our friendship and would not do anything I know he is uncomfortable with. He just doesn't view me that way  We are very close though, or at least we were  We talked about everything in the world. Religion, our families, news, sports, cars, music, dancing, his girlfriend (x now), politics, so much more I can't even think of it all!!! If that boy has a secret I'm willing to bet that I know it!!! I even know his lock code for his cell phone (well, he told me it anyway, I'm not so sure I remember
it???) I know what he is going to school for and why he decided he had to go and he had to go to the school in Dallas. I just really truly miss talking to him tons and wish I could know he was alright He knows that I love him and I believe that he love me too, even if
it is just as a good friend I mean, he did leave his other friends to come to my house and see me when I wasn't feeling well. And the next night when he was bored because he had finished watching the movies he borrowed from us, I told him he could always come over because he is always welcome at my home and he made the usual 45 minute drive in about 25 minutes!!! Now, if that isn't love, I don't know what is!!! If you are out there surfing the web tonight, Betrand, u know I love u and care tons about u and I really truly miss
u!!! And I am so sorry for the crap I said that I shouldn't have. As long as I have u in my life as a friend I will be OK!!! I know u feel the exact same way about me (to a degree anyway) so send me a message so we can stay in touch my good friend!!! I promise to behave!!! Good night and morning!!! Reply |
cubevision
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2491 points | No one really appears to be on so I'll just vent!!! My fav past time!!!
August 15, 2008 @ 10:39:31 pm | So, I had a close friend leave to go to Texas recently and we were staying in touch really well til I made an a** of myself and he totally stopped responding to my messages!!! How could I be so dumb??? My selfishness may have cost me his friendship In the mean time, I'm depressing all my friends and family because of the mere fact that he left  I know he has gone on to make something of himself and I should be very happy for him; I do try to be, but I miss
him so damn much I can't stand it!!! He told me he really misses me to and he cares about me. He also told me that he
will come see me any time he gets a break from school I just really feel like I've been a lousy friend to him I feel so lonely without him around and very sad I really can't wait to see him again, but after the past 24 hours or so, I will be lucky if he messages me, little lone taking time out of his life to come and visit me!!! I have said I am happy just being his friend then I go off and say the things I've said and treat him like s**t. I was very disrespectful to him and I am very sorry for the things I said My biggest fear at this time is that he will never speak to me again or have anything at all to do with me and I really don't want that!!! Perhaps the worst part is that I didn't even take into consideration how much he is missing everyone he has left behind when I was saying the things I said I'm sure he was already feeling bad enough Now I feel like poo and like a terrible friend for saying those things!!! I have apologized numerous times, but got no response and I fear this will be the fate I have given myself Causing myself to lose him as even a friend Completely removing him from my life; which is absolutely not what I wanted to happen!!! He is deep within my heart and I don't
know what I will do without him I dearly miss him and just want
to talk to him... I understand that he is very busy and needs to spend time with his friends and family and maybe he has even removed my number from his phone He knows I miss him and I really care about him I hope our friendship can survive this
Another, sort of, friend of mine suggested that I read some self help books and I am taking him up on that advice!!! It certainly couldn't hurt at this point!!! I had intended to send him a pure friendly message on myspace asking about a business he has and ended up telling
him about my problems and basically telling him I didn't think I could
take life anymore I had also told him that the song on his page seemed to be singing about my life When I went back to his page
he had changed his song to a more upbeat song about not knowing what life is going to hand you, but knowing that whatever it is you will survive it and one day be happy and find love!!! Thanks again, Spike, that was just what I needed And I know you really truly understand how I am feeling today I am sorry for everything you have been through in your life, but am happy it has helped you to help me!!!
The thing I love the most about this site is that it always helps me feel better when I've been having problems!!! Thanks for letting me vent~~~ AGAIN!!!  Reply |
cubevision
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2491 points | Life in the Ozarks
July 10, 2008 @ 03:54:01 am | It has started to get pretty hot here. It could be a lot hotter though.
So, far this summer has been pretty good for my family & I. Despite the
fact that prices have gone so high, we have been spending time together doing things we enjoy!!! I really wish my oldest son would come with us for more stuff though, it worries me when we do something I know he would really like (like going to an anime convention) and he says he doesn't want to go. I loves anime just as much as the rest of us and maybe even more than some of us, but he never wants to go. I guess it's more of a dislike of large groups of people in one place. I've thought about moving to another state for years, but I don't have the money and pretty much all of my family is here. There is some of my family I'm not that close to though, like my mom, and it would sometimes be nice to be farther away from those people. 
Well, any way, here is an update for those of you wondering about the young man I spoke of before we have decided to just be friends and have traded cell phone numbers and he has my home number, so we can stay in touch when he goes to Texas He is going for a visit this week and is moving back there for a few years in August to go to school.
I think I'll leave everything at that and just add that he and Lucas are now my equal best friends in the world (although Max is very close
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sirahoturama
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1368 points | Welcome noobs!
May 07, 2008 @ 11:52:17 pm | Hello and welcome to The Forum Site!  More... | Reply |
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It is even surprising to me, but I have never, ever felt as strongly about anyone as I do about him 
I can talk to him about anything at all; it is like he is my best friend even though we have only known each other about a month!!! It feels like I have known him my entire life 
Now it looks like I was way wrong & Yasser was so right!! 
It doesn't hurt to dream anyway; does it??? 
