My friend was gonna commit suicide
So I told her I'd commit suicide if she did.. shows you how much lying does for a person.. til I relised its true
so now im happy with this knot in my throat, a lump in my heart that I feel would break off if she actually does

and so now im just glad and pwheephed
and Before when I came back from Gymnastics That song by the Fray "How to save a life" came on, when I thought she did commit suicide, and i started bawling

and my away messages revolve around loving people and commiting suicide.. and loving people who commit suicide
..
im starting to think i have issues
I want a knife
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