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becky_pepper


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ever had one of those weeks?
June 25, 2008 @ 08:24:05 am 0 Kudos   
Has anyone ever had one of those weeks? Starts off with have you ever had one of those days? and then sorta spirals out throughout the week! I'm currently having one of those weeks so far today! and it's not fun let me tell you!

Monday - if possible - has been more probably the best day of the week for me so far!?!? Why I hear you say? because I knew where I stood in matters!!!!!! 2 interviews, 1 to say yes I'm still looking for a job, thank you, bye!...2nd someone helping me to find a volunteer work place to gain experiance! and also my mom getting back from Bulgaria

YESTERDAY garrrrrrr!!!!!!! Mum has the day off and suddenly I'm the one being blamed for anything around the house that hasn't been done/hasn't been cleaned etc! Try to get in touch with a certain someone and it's like banging my head against a brick wall!

As you can see I'm a tad peeved to say the least! I just want to know where I stand in matters! And I tend to get frustrated when I try to arrange something and all I get is the silent treatment!

that and the weather's crap! It's supposed to be summer I mean come on!? Still, at least my hayfever'll give me a rest today! *she says sneezing*

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gideon1451


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I've wrote some songs, or poems?
May 18, 2008 @ 06:48:43 pm 0 Kudos   

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gideon1451


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I wrote a song
May 06, 2008 @ 12:09:01 pm 0 Kudos   
Okay then, I wrote it last night when it was raining:

HeartStorm

As I stand here
In the failing rain,
Every drop, every tear
I begin to understand the pain

The echo of each drop
As it hits the ground,
The sound you'd never stop
Running through my mind

That black shallow scene
Showed by a flash of light,
Now I know what they mean
The tears I'd loose the fight

Now comes the thunder
Finalising the storm
What was the blunder?
Though I won't morn
This heart won't stop beating
Just not for you,
Anymore.


What do you think?
Its kind of about a slight competition me and my best friend seemed to have for this girl because we both liked her. But I don't love her anymore...

I don't know, I don't think its that bad actually

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TheForumSite

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Busiest month ever!
May 01, 2008 @ 09:12:40 am 0 Kudos   
April 2008 was my busiest month ever with over 120,000 post! This beats the last busiest month ever, March 2008, that had over 85,000 posts. Additionally, more than 2/3rds of the busiest days ever were in April.

There will soon be in excess of 2.2 million posts and 40,000 accounts.

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becky_pepper


Über Master Debater
8020 points
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
April 04, 2008 @ 08:56:13 am 0 Kudos   
I just found something out............

I'VE LOST 3 POUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and that's not the cash pound!!!!!!!!!

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becky_pepper


Über Master Debater
8020 points
trying so hard but it's so hard!
March 12, 2008 @ 01:29:20 pm 0 Kudos   
I'm trying so hard to stay positive but things are just getting too much now!I've always been a negative thinker and my partner has been trying to help me stay positive and I have to admit that up untill today I was doing fine! Today though has so far pushed me to the limits.

The other day while browsing on my myspace I found that a girl I used to be really close friends with while at school had added some new photos of herself, though she looked unbelievably thin, and naturally I began to worry. The photo itself was a nice pic' though the image of her being so slim worried me,as she has had health troubles in the past. I posted her a comment complimenting the photo though pointing out I was worried about how thin she looked in it...what did I get in reply?

"im holding a f**king camra so my mucles are stretched and tence. I'm quite offended that ppl say stuff like that to me who dont see me in the flesh."

" U knw im happy with my body and when ppl say stuff like that it upsets me. I knw i was prohaps a little abrubt eirlier but the truth is i've had modeling agencies contact me and i am not starving myself at all fare enough i did go threw a rough patch one but im healthy now and when ppl upset me about my body it makes me feel like s**t and get verry angry. Hope u understand now"

I guess I was being stupid really being worried

not only that I had yet another rejection letter come through the post (no surprise there) though I was feeling confident about the job as I'd had a good talk with the store manager when I handed in my application form! 8 months and hardly a good job! What the hell am I doing wrong?!

I guess I'm just a waste of space, no one seems to give a sod about how I think or feel! No one seems to want to employ me, I guess I should face up to the fact that I may have to move bakc to my original home and suffer depression about the fact I won't be seeing my partner every morning!

Why is this happening to me?!?!?!?!?!?!

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gideon1451


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February 22, 2008 @ 05:48:26 pm 0 Kudos   
Name?:
Gideon Matthew William Jones.

Age?:
15.

Nationality?:
English.

Race?:
Caucasian.

Religion?:
Christian.

Height?:
6'1.

Weight?:
Around 10 stone.

Eye color?:
Blue.

Wear contacts?:
No, glasses.

Current hair color?:
Blonde.

Do you dye it?:
No.

Is it long?:
Not long enough.

Do you have bangs?:
Isn't that a fringe? I don't know what it is?

Are you patient?:
Depends.

Are you pessamistic?:
No, I'm a realist.

Do you like animals?:
They're ok.

Watch the Discovery channel?:
No.

Are you into sports?:
Not really.

Favorite sport(s)?:
Sailing/surfing?

Favorite movie(s)?:
I love loads! Maybe uncle Buck.

Book(s)?:
I love loads!

Song(s)?:
I love loads! My favourite have to be though:
Feeder - Shatter,
Nelly Furtado - Say It Right,
Linkin Park - Crawling,
Paramore - Never Let This Go,
Usher - Yeah.

Watch WWE?:
Nope.

What would you do without music?:
Be a lot more bored.

What song(s) can you relate to the most?:
Probably:
Feeder - Shatter,
Linkin Park - Papercut,
Paramore - Never Let This Go,
Chris Cornell - Arms Around Your Love.

Do you dance for no reason?:
I don't dance.

Are you sometimes shy to dance in public?:
Yes.

Do you usually make the first move?:
No.

Do you giggle a lot?:
Not really.

Have any pets?:
Nope.

If so, how many?:
*Doesn't apply*

When did you last go shopping?:
I don't really go shopping.

How much did you spend?:
*Doesn't apply*

What store did you go to?:
*Doesn't apply*

Do you take a long time to shop?:
When I do, I take ages.

Are you hard to shop for?:
Yes.

Do you drive?:
I can.

Own your own car?:
No.

If so, what year is it?:
*Doesn't apply*

Know anything about cars?:
Yes.

Are you sympathetic?:
Yes, but sometimes not if I don't like them.

Who did you last talk to?:
Emily.

What was your last meal?:
Sandwich.

What was your last drink?:
Blackcurrent squash.

Is your TV currently on?:
Yes.

Do you watch Lifetime?:
No.

Favorite band(s)?:
I have loads! Probably my favourite are:
Linkin Park,
Fort Minor,
Evanescence,
Paramore.

Favorite singer(s)?:
Justin Timberlake probably.

Did you ever get drunk?:
No.

If so, when?:
*Doesn't apply*

Do you like kittens?:
I prefer dogs.

What is your favorite color?:
Black/orange.

Favorite color combination?:
Black/orange.

Watch the news?:
Sometimes.

Are you in school/college?:
Yes.

If so, what grade are you in?:
10.

Are you a good student?:
I'd say so.

Are you currently listening to a CD?:
No.

If so, what song is currently on?:
Numa numa - O-zone on TV.

Do you get apprehensive around the police?:
My dad's a cop, so no.

Ever gotten arrested?:
No.

Spent the night in the slammer?:
No.

When was the last time you went partyin'?:
Never.

Are you lazy?:
Sometimes.

Like arguing?:
No.

Are you a good speller?:
I suppose.

Ever consider going into modeling?:
I don't think I could.

Ever becoming an actor/actress?:
No.

Are you in love?:
Yes...

If so, how long have you been together?:
I haven't.

Do you feel the end is near?:
*Doesn't apply*

Are you a huge dater?:
Not at all.

If not, can you count how many guys/girls you've been with?:
None.

How old were you when you received your first kiss?:
I've only ever received one from Charlotte Duncan, and that was truth or dare.

Ever been outside of U.S.?:
I've never been to the U.S.

If so, where?:
I live in England.

How long were you there?:
My whole life.

Been in a car accident?:
No.

If so, was it serious?:
What?

Do you talk about other people?:
Not really.

If so, why?:
*Doesn't apply*

Do you have fake MySpace pictures?:
No, they're all me.

Do you lie about your age on MySpace?:
No.

If so, why are you being dishonest?:
*Doesn't apply*

Ever cried when a famous person past away?:
No.

Like to drink tea?:
I've never had it.

Do you have more than 512 friends on MySpace?:
No.

Have an online journal?:
Yes.

Are you a crybaby?:
No.

Like to create drama?:
No.

If so, why?:
I don't like being the center of everything.

Wear eyeliner/makeup?:
No.

If so, do you wear a lot of it?:
*Doesn't apply*

What are you currently wearing?:
Jacket, trousers, t-shirt, socks, cap and underwear.

What would you say your style is? Punk, preppy, etc.?:
I'm my own style.

Do you work?:
No.

If so, where?:
*Doesn't apply*

How long have you been at your job?:
*Doesn't apply*

Do you get along with most people?:
I try.

Do you pretend to be someone you're not?:
No.

Do you fear people won't accept you for who you are?:
Not really.

How long have you had a MySpace?:
About two years, but I only figured out what it was last year.

Do you know a lot of your 'Friends' in real life?:
Not really.

Who was your first friend on MySpace?:
Tom of course.

What is the last movie you saw?:
Cloverfield.

What is your favorite commercial?:
The Lynx chocolate one.

Spent more than a thousand dollars in one day?:
Never spent a single dollar.

Been to SixFlags?:
No.

Have best friends, or just close friends?:
I don't know which of those they are.

Like to talk on the phone a lot?:
I prefer texts really.

Have siblings?:
Yes.

Do you get along most of the time?:
Yes.

Are you on anti-depressants?:
No.

Ever been so heartbroken to where you cried youself to sleep for months?:
No.

If so, do you still love that person?:
*Doesn't apply*

Do you have rich grandparents?:
They do both seem to be rich!

Did you ever feel lonely, even with friends around?:
Yes.

Are you a good test taker?:
I suppose.

Ever gotten an E in your favorite class?:
No.

Have a favorite teacher?:
Not really.

If so, who?:
*Doesn't apply*

Like to study?:
No.

Are you dorky?:
No.

Like to tan?:
Not really.

Like going to the pool?:
Depends.

Ever cleaned silver/gold?:
No.

Like cleaning your house?:
No.

What is the longest you've spent cleaning your house?:
Like all day to clean my room once and I wasn't allowed out

Do you live on a busy street?:
It can be busy.

Are you scared of the dark?:
No.

Play board games?:
Sometimes.

Enjoy long walks?:
Sometimes.

Understand the Sign Language?:
Not anymore, I forgot it all :$

Like Punk Rock?:
Yes.

Think Linkin Park is awesome?:
Yes.

Still watch cartoons?:
Not really.

Laugh to Johnny Bravo?:
To who?

Would you ever want to visit Japan?:
Yes.

How about Greece?:
Yes.

How many bedrooms do you have in your house/apartment?:
Three.

Bathrooms?:
One.

What is the main color of your house/apartment?:
Yellow.

Are you a messy person?:
Sometimes.

Do you cuss a lot?:
Never.

Pray at all?:
When I feel like I need it.

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becky_pepper


Über Master Debater
8020 points
bowling hints
February 02, 2008 @ 01:16:26 pm 0 Kudos   
goin tempin bowling with the partner soon! Any hints on how to beat a male in his prime?

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gideon1451


Debater
5183 points
So Angry :(
January 29, 2008 @ 07:02:21 pm 0 Kudos   
My sister read my blog... I'm so annoyed at her, it was where I wrote everything I never wanted anyone to ever know, and she deliberately searched for it and read it! I'm so so angry
Its so unfair!

Argh!!!!!

She's so flaming nosey! I never do anything like this to her!




On second thoughts, how did she even know I had a blog? Helena is the only person I told I had one... It can't be that she betrayed me? I love her... She couldn't?

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gideon1451


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5183 points
Argh :(
January 27, 2008 @ 08:44:18 pm 0 Kudos   
Argh! Its hurts me so much

Me and my best friend both fancy the same girl (actually, I think its more than that), but he's so much more confident than me. It hurts me so when I see them, and I feel that I just can't do anything... I feel so hopeless... Being shy ruins my life so much I get so angry with myself I don't even know if there's a point fancying this girl too, she's bi, but I don't think she'll ever like me

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