Today was a tolerable day. Actually it was a really good day, but the dream I had prior to waking up ruined the whole vibe my day could have had.

I had this dream, that when in it I was the happiest I had been in a while.

After a bunch of terrible fights with my ex we finally got over it and got back together. The thing that made me want to forget it was a dream was that he kept saying "were gonna forget all that stuff right?" and in the moment I am saying yeah and everything is good. We snuggle and fall asleep. Then I wake up and I am pissed!

He said some really foul things to me that started our backlash in the first place and in reality I will never get over that. The things he said to me will never be forgotten and he knows that. I have always had this notion that (even in a dream) people control themselves. I know this was my dream and at any moment I could have turned everything around and been his MASTER but that never happened.

I am good now but that was just something I wanted to share.
Current Music: Bad Girl - Danity Kane