I want to be good...grr... , why I can't be good to other people especially my enemy? God knows, how I wanted to change this attitude of mine..coz I think if I will be good to other people no one will make war against me or be mad of me..Maybe coz Im too young that I still can't control my feelings, my actions, my decisions towards other people..So difficult to balance things coz everyone around me have different attitudes and whatever I do to stop myself to hate those people I don't like coz of their bad attitude I just can't..I want to manage my anger and control myself too to be a good person..nah! but its so f*cking difficult...