Well she's pissing me off by imitating me yet I feel I should change this way it seems it happened and happens all over again. I thinked hard about this for some time now. I guess, I should need to control myself enough of all this none sense fighting. I'm so tired of this perhaps I need to change my way of living. When my good friend Lynda died last monday, I learned and realize that we should live accordingly, that I feel that fighting is just a waste of time. I want to live my life, to savor each moment doing what is right and doing what I need to do and what is important..Because if I waste 1 more day fighting and to prove her I'm great, I will gain nothing but just my ego..Imagine if I give her the fight she wanted I might have a heart attack or have frown wrinkles(well,that's ugly )..I'd rather smile on that whole 1 day and enjoy doing what I love to do with the people who's important to me and wrinkles free(that's a good anti-aging tips heheh ). I know it's easy to say but we really don't know if we are still living on the next day or the next hour.And when our time comes finally,we can say that our lives becomes worth living..