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1618 points
19/F/LaSalle, Illinois
Join Date: Jan 2007 |
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Ok So I'm depressed and now my brother and his wife who live right behind us were fighting last night and i know it's not my fault or anything but i've grown so close to her and we've became really good friends and i understand she has problems and she was kinda helping me out wiht mine just having someone to go talk to and it sucks cuz now i feel like i have no one my best friends live 30 miles away and i hardley ever get to see them and then cheryl loeaves and i cant talk to anyone in my own house i feel as though i dont fit in and now i feel like everything i had going for me is now crashing down around me and i feel theres no one to help me out of this avalanche of feeling surrounding me ready to just drop on me like a bomb and i'm going to go depper into my depression and i dont know if i can handle it like last night she came over to get something she had left at my house and she was weraing my jacket and i said "nice jacket" Trying to lighten the mood a little and she said "here take it yu wont be seeing me anymore" then she left and i just started crying and ran upstairs and my Mom didnt even understand she had to ask me why she was crying like i'm just supposed to be happy that someone i've grown so close to in the past year is leaving and i'll probobly never see her again or atleast it wont be the way it used to IDK i'm just really upset  | |
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Well I just Got Back from aobut a 4 mile walk I feel really good about myself i just decided to walk everyday last night and went ofr it today i'm hoping to make itn allt he way up to being able to walk 8 miles then to 10 hopefully i'll be to ten in a few monts and then i wont have issues about my apearance because i will finaly look good  | |
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Depression, when it's clinical, is not a metaphor. It runs in families, and it's known to respond to medication and to counseling. However truly you believe there is a sickness to existence that can never be cured, if you're depressed you will sooner or later surrender and say: I just don't want to feel bad anymore. The shift from depressive realism to tragic realism, from being immobilized by darkness to being sustained by it, thus strangely seems to require believing in the possibility of a cure...  | |
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OMG I'm so Happy right now and kinda sad but my friend Sam Left her house cuz she got in a fight with her step mom and she's living with me right now i'm glad because she's living with me and sad cuz she fought with her stepmom and because of the way sam was treated but yeah tonight was a good night  | |
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| 66 more points and i'll have 1000 i should be able to get that in an hour | |
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i've earned like 126 points jsut today i love double points day i'd giv it a hug if it wasn't a non living idea   | |
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If I could give you diamonds
for each tear you cried for me.
if I could five you sapphires
for each truth you’ve helped me see.
If I could give you rubies
for the heartache that you’ve known
If I could give you pearls
for the wisdom that you’ve shown.
Then you’ll have a treasure, mother,
that would mount up to the skies
That would almost match
the sparkle in your kind and loving eyes.
But I have no pearls, no diamonds,
As I’m sure you’re well aware
So I’ll give you gifts more precious
My devotion, love and care.
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| i havent felt good the past 2 days i have a stuffed up nose and my stomach feels empty but i think i have the flu so i'll be staying in alot just on here prolly | |
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Hurt by deception
defeated by pain
I'm through playing
your little game
I told you I loved you
you knew how I felt
but why didn't I see
there was somebody else
you played me for a fool
then you became oh so cruel
you were with her
and I was alone
then one day she dumped you
and you wanted to come back home
I wouldn't be a rebound
you had hurt me too much
so it was there I had to say
enough is enough
I told you to leave
you begged me to let you stay
but I had already thrown my life away
so you walked down the street
I never saw you again
the pain in my life had come to an End | |
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