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Points Whore Master 60720 points | Goosey!!! September 03, 2008 @ 02:46:58 am | look what I found
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Points Whore Master 60720 points | Creamy!!!! September 01, 2008 @ 06:34:52 pm | Wanna help me remember the old Double Points Days?
What do you say we take back our titles?
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 treebee UM - BONGO Über-Administrator 157403 points | I think i will sell my house next year September 01, 2008 @ 10:20:29 am | I was thinking about it last night. If I sell my house I can be completely debt free. Financially i will be better off if i sell my place and rent somewhere for a while.
It may sound like property ladder suicide but actually im not staying in the UK and in order to emigrate i need to be debt free, hassle free, possession free with some lovely money in my account.
There is no way i can acumulate any cash at the moment, with the weight of the mortgage and loans around my neck.
For a little while last night that kind of financial freedom just hit me and it felt so good. And its not just about the money, its about letting go of all the crap around me, the furniture, the clothes that dont fit, the baby toys in the attic, the s**tty garden fence that falls down every year, the toilet that wont flush, the kitchen lights that flicker, the chavvy kids who kick a football at my car every day.
I want to take my money and my kids and leave and start over again.  13 comments | Reply |
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Points Whore Master 60720 points | the time will come September 01, 2008 @ 02:49:03 am | when I'm ready to do this,
but I still have a few things to do,
a few more tears to shed
a few more moments of feeling lost
and also
a few more moments of happieness,
moments when I can close my eyes and smile,
believe that everything's ok
a few more nights of hoping that when I wake up, this'll all just have been a bad dream
and maybe, when this is all over, just maybe, I'll be able to find myself again.4 comments | Reply |
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Points Whore Master 60720 points | Can't shake this feeling August 29, 2008 @ 10:30:36 pm | of not trusting myself tonight
I don't know what just happened, but all I know is that I want it to stop and that right now, it doesn't even feel safe to be around myself, if that makes sense  Reply |
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