So its been a while and I thought you guys mightvwant a baby update so my new son was born December 9th he was 3 weeks early he was 6lbs 3oz and 20 in long. Totally helthy and has been such a good baby. My and honey will have been together for a tear on friday I can't wait we got a room at a casino its really nice. Going ti have lots if fun. Aydeb is loving being a big brother he is very helpful. Oh forgot to say new babys name is Carson Lynn
getting stressed :( September 28, 2012 @ 12:02:44 am
Everything is starting to fall apart and i feel that there is nothing i can do about it
My doctor has limited my work hours to 4 hours a day and that is not helping much. It don't seem worth the 25 min drive to work for 4 hours. not only that i have to miss so much work because i have to many contractions to be able to go to work. I tried to get state cash to help but i make $20 over what i'm allowed to make to qualify.
Then on top of that my boyfriends job has ended it was a temp job and he has one lined up but for some reason they have not go his paper work though so he is not working. He does get 800 a month from the state for taking care of his dad and that helps but our rent is 875. Plus we have other bill that need to be paid.
I think what is stressing me out even more is that Carson will be here in December and we have nothing for him at all we dont have a car seat to bring him home from the hospital he dont have a bed to sleep in. No bottles blankets or clothes. I hate not having things ready for him. And i fear that we wont be able to get the things we need to get. I have spend days counting and looking up stuff for carson and how much it would all be but that just makes me more sad because baby stuff is not cheep even the cheaper thing i have been looking at still are not cheap. just wish everything would hurry up and work out or a magic money fairy would bring me money lol
So it has been a long time since i updated anyone on how things are going.
So im 25 weeks and 4 days along as of today, Everything has been going ok. they have had to stop my contractions once but the baby is doing great.
So we are having another boy his name is Carson Lynn he is a very active baby always moving.
Ayden is not liking the idea of us having another baby in the house if you ask him if he wants a baby he yells "NO BABY" he will kiss my belly but if you tell him there is a baby in there or say the babys name he gets sad. and softly says "no" and pouts.
My boyfriend is super excited and cant wait for him to be here. He loves to look at baby stuff and has pretty much picked out EVERYTHING he wants to get for the baby
Im 17 and half weeks and so far this pregnancy has been going really good. every once and a while i get really dizzy and almost pass out when im at the store but it is not ever close to as bad as when i was pregnant with ayden. Im hopping it stays that way. Cant wait for the 7th of August we get to have our first ultrasound and find out what we are having. My boyfriend is so excited he is counting down the days . We have also add a new member to the family her name is Sadie and she is half Siberian Husky and half Rottweiler she is such a sweet puppy
So we have our first doctors appt tomorrow we are very excited im 12 weeks now.
I don't feel pregnant i did at first when i was nauseous all the time but now I'm not and i feel like i did before i get pregnant and it is weird when i was this far with Ayden i felt pregnant. I'm noticing A LOT of things different things with this pregnancy. I feel fat too me i don't look pregnant i just look fat
So im 11 weeks now and we are very excited i go see the doctor next week so far i have only felt nausea and have not thrown up which i like I have been super tired all the time can wait for that to go a way. My boyfriend things im just lazy when im tired i cant get him to understand that the first trimester im going to be really tired but he dont get it. but we are excited to find out we are having soon. other then that there is nothing new.
So when we were trying to get pregnant i got LOTS of PTs and i had one left over and he was telling me that i should take it because i'm pregnant and he was wondering if the line would be darker because when we found out i was the line was VERY light but still could be seen. I told him that it would be because i have more HCG hormone in me now then i did when we found out. So to show him i took the test and what happen even shocked me. When i took the first one when we first found out the control line showed up first and same when when i tested for my son 3 years ago. for anyone who has never taken a PT like you guys there is a window and the urine goes across from right to left and the control line is on the left and the test line on the right. So every time i have taken on it took a while for the test line to come up because it had to detect the HCG hormone. But this time seeing how im 9 weeks along i have a lot of hormone in me so the test line showed before the control line at first i thought it was messed up till it go all the way to the other side of the test. That positive line showed up as soon as the urine hit the spot. knew it would come out pos just did not expect it too have the results come in backwards lol and then i gave it to my boyfriend and showed him that the line was very much darker then when we first found out.
so im thinking i hate unpacking more then i hate packing lol. I love our new house just wish everything would unpack its self. Ayden is not making it much easier either he is in to EVERYTHING and keeps doing it over and over even after i have told him no. The joys of having a two year old while unpacking.