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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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Yesterday @ 07:05:15 pm
Bum.

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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When does it get easier?
September 04, 2008 @ 07:35:59 am
The last 6 months all i've done is fret and worry about my daughter, she's an only child and I can't have anymore so I think this is why i'm so over protective of her.

Its getting to the point i'm making myself sick with worry over daft stuff, I wake up constantly during the night over thinking things that may not happen, I don't cope well with change and her starting secondary school has really left me not knowing what to do with myself....maybe its because i'm spectating more in her life than playing an active part

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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To Kasabian...
September 01, 2008 @ 11:44:22 am


Love from Dawn XXXX

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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Getting nervous now!
September 01, 2008 @ 10:06:01 am
My daughter starts secondary school on wednesday

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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I just had to tell my daughter a few things.
August 21, 2008 @ 11:22:29 am
I've just found out my daughter has ben playing knock down ginger with a few 'mates'...Im sooooo f**king cross with her!

The person they ben panking has a reputation in the village for being a bit handsy with the kids and another rumour about how he was beaten in a pub when he's apparently made inappropaite gestures to a young boy, now its all rumour and no facts but to be on the safe side i've told my girl to stay away from him and his house but a few of her friends dared her to knock and run away.

I've just had to explain what a peadophile is and how there are some people in the world that like to hurt kids for sick pleasure and I feel really wretched now, she looks so upset and shocked.

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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what do you do?
August 18, 2008 @ 05:39:51 pm
My neighbours are ok people, our kids are best friends (so i keep being told) but i'm finding the neighbours kid to be very manipulating just lately.

Im actually starting to feel bullied by this kid, this child rings me constantly when i tell kat's she can't go out and play for what ever reason to find out why i've said no.

Now her grandfather is starting to get too much now, i feel like i cant say no to them as the grandfather is getting over a serious illness but in the process im being dictated to in how i raise my kid.

its seriously getting me down at the min cos i cant see anyway out of this problem, I would tell them to f**k off but this is such a small village and i dont want kat's suffering by loosing a friend and in my opinion a horrible one

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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My great weekend!
June 30, 2008 @ 04:46:28 pm
I had the best weekend, Me and my sis got taken out saturday night by our lil bro Scott, He was celebrating getting a new job, my sis was celebrating a dodgy interview and I was celebrating getting through an extremely difficult and highly emotional week.

Just getting ready sat night was fun, I havent got ready like that in so long and it just added to what was going to be a fabulous evening.

Scott took us to cafe uno in Enfield Town, a W8 went past so I asked if it went to witchford, the driver had no idea what i was talking about but it had been so long since i’d flagged down a W8 i just had to do it.

I had mussels in white wine sauce, Emma had a chicken ceaser salad and Scotty had spag bols with chips, salad and bread in olive oil soaked in balsanic vinegar...this was all followed by 2 massive ice creams, tirramasu and a bottle of wine, it felt so good to sit, eat, drink and talk wth out the men folk ruining it by farting, burping and calling everyone ‘John’.

We went onto the stag and hounds after to sit, er hem and natter, Emma got a 10 for the massive fart she let out in the beer garden and i nearly fell over when i got up to find the ladies...by then i was pissed as a fart.
We got slightly bored as the stag is a well known teeny bopper pub and girls screaming to get noticed was kind of waring thin so we decided to to hang man hill.

When I was a kid there was always stories going around school about the place, the mad man in the cemetery, the eye carved into the tree, the little people who lived in the tree’s and once on the hill not looking behind you or you’d die.
It took us a few minutes to find the place as epping forest is a very creepy, erie place and to be honest we was all crapping our pants because I forgot how dark the place is.

When we found the hill we switched off the engine took the hand brake off and very slowly started moving up the hill, its a very odd feeling knowing the engine is off and your slowly being pulled up a hill, everyone in the car was screaming and laughng so we drove round and did it again but this time there was a dare in place, when we got to the hill we had to get out and dance to music blaring from the radio in the pitch dark and then look behind us...anyone who has ever been knows how creepy the place is and i doubt there are many brave people that would get out of the car in the pitch dark to dance haha!

It doesnt sound much but any parent knows its hard to go out without feeling an ounce of guilt and you have to make the most of an evening, im so glad i went out in the end ad im glad it was spent with Emma and Scott

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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Im such a fucking idiot!
June 25, 2008 @ 08:58:42 am
My daughter has been having some problems with a girl she used to be best friends with, the girl suddenly doesnt want to be my daughters friend anymore and has made life pretty difficult at school for my daughter.

Today i saw first hand what this girl is doing and i completely lost it in the school playground and ticked this girl off, my daughter got really upset as everyone was looking, a few of the parents were also shocked.

I hadn't intended to tell this kid off i was making my way to the office when the girl walked over to me and asked if kat's was ok..that was when i lost it.

Ive spent the last half hour in tears, im not worried about myself i couldnt give a flying f**k what people thought about me, im upset because i know ive just made kat's problem 100 times worse and possibly ostracised her further from her group.

Ive been feeling very low this past 2 weeks and this is just the icing on the cake...i dont think im coping to well living where i am, its too quiet and i want to go back home to london but i cant say anything because it'll mean alot of up heavel for my family.

I feel weird all the time like im out side my head if that makes sense, my stomach is constantly churning and i miss my sister so much, im incredibly lonely here and just want it to stop.

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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Bit scared.
June 07, 2008 @ 06:39:23 pm
My daughters going away with the school for a week, she's never been away longer than a weekend and she's with my mum.

I know this is about independence and she'll have a fab time but i cant help worrying about what can go wrong

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hallucinogenic_lipstick


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Just found my half brother.
May 30, 2008 @ 07:42:01 am
Cut a long story short my biological father is a twat, he left when i was a kid and went on to remarry and have a son.
I've always known about the half bro but found him a few days ago on facebook...f**king amazing really all these years thinking about finding him and it took me 10 mins of a network site lol.

Whats the best way to get to know a long lost sibling, has anyone else been in the same boat?

I'd love to tell him what our 'father' is all about as he says he didnt get on with him either but i dont want to taint his feelings any further.

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