Being in the good mood that I am in today. It kind of sucks. I feel guilty for it.
Today is a bad anniversary for so many things for me. Ive tried to not even think about 'em.
As much as I miss them. I know I shouldnt and have no need to. At least one of them.

This is why I love TFS and its members so much. You truly help me with so much, whether you know it or not. Im an "open" person, but Im not so open that I share everything with everyone. Mostly because I dont like pity parties most of the time.

But just know, that today if I start to seem like Im down, its because I am.
Its no big deal, just move on and I'll get over it soon enough, kay? Kay.