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Tequila_Sunrise
Ogler
21893 points | Just a typical day for me.
Today @ 11:41:22 am | Trust me you don't want to read this.
I just need time to get this off my chest and tfs was open.
-sigh-
Its dark. Cold. And I'm alone, on my bed. Tears are rolling down my face and all I want right now is just a hug.
Work 1 was bad. Stressful and it made me feel used.
Work 2, tonight was horrible. There was a storm and I got soaked and hailed on and I just felt like dying.
I got home at f**king 9:30.
My parents were drunk as.
Werent you two fighting last night?!?! why are u sitting on the lounge looking at photos of our BROKEN FAMILY?!?!?!?!?
Two faced f**kwits.
Dont ask me how my day was! Dont ask me if im ok!
I only rang you up an hour ago to tell u that work was crazy and i'd be knocking off later than usual. I only cried to you and told u I was so so sick of being used.
No just say hi and pretend like nothings wrong.
I go to say goodnight to you mum, give u a hug and I cant let go. Im starting tocry and u ask me whats wrong?
I say I had a bad day. A really bad day. The ultimate bad day.
And what do u say? You let go of me and say "your days cant be that bad! that girl from work u dont like wasnt workin so why was it bad?!"
I get upset and go into my room.
Maybe im tired, cranky and hormonal but really all I wantfrom you is a hug to make me feel better.
The hours I listen to you screaming and yelling at him, you cant even give me one REASSURING hug that lifes ok.
For f**ks sake.
Why do you make me feel so alone? Do u enjoy it??
So once again mum, i will cry myself to sleep. feeling sorry for myself as you would call it. YOU WONDER WHY. I cant f**king cry infront of u because u tell me i have nothing to cry about.
Have another drink, no really, this ones on me!
I'll clean up the stupid mess u caused.
I'll even cook dinner and watch it go cold while ur at the pub.
Dad too. Your both just as bad.
Role models huh?!?!?!
I have none.
I have a maturity level higher than both of u.
I just want a hug... please.
3 comments | Reply |
KulliK357
Ogler
24482 points | concerned
November 18, 2008 @ 11:16:31 pm | My grandparents seem to be spending an aweful lot of money
i hear some s**t about them having to sell there house and move elsewhere because they cant pay the mortgage and the like but still, thats not supposed to be for 3 years
they are spending way to much not to be concerned about1 comments | Reply |
onrykitten
Über-Meister
2499 points | November 18, 2008 @ 09:24:22 pm | | theres bruises all down my legs...... Reply |
Spoony
Points Whore Master
68538 points | my teacher
November 18, 2008 @ 05:16:51 pm | is trying to be my shrink as well...
based on my absence from school and everything else that's been going on, she said it looks like a depression 
anyone else wanna try to give me a diagnose?6 comments | Reply |
onrykitten
Über-Meister
2499 points | November 18, 2008 @ 12:27:51 am | so what if i'm different
i'll change if i want
i hear the rumours
it's you i confront
if you're going to talk about me
i have some advice
shut your mouth
cause you know nothing about my life
you sit there acting
like only you exist
i can prove you wrong
just look at my wrist
i've felt the pain
the blood rushing out
i've cried, pure sorrow
rushing throughout
so shut yyour mouth
stay out of my life
you're going to get hurt
unless you take my advice5 comments | Reply |
onrykitten
Über-Meister
2499 points | November 16, 2008 @ 09:54:57 pm | | i'm just realizing how lucky i am to have my boyfriend.........if it wasn't for me he'd be dead........he needs me just like i need him in order to live....... 2 comments | Reply |
onrykitten
Über-Meister
2499 points | November 15, 2008 @ 09:30:00 pm | | bored and alone yet again today Reply |
onrykitten
Über-Meister
2499 points | some more poetry
November 15, 2008 @ 05:19:04 pm | | enjoy it and tell me what you think More... | Reply |
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