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And at this point in time, I'm severly frustrated with myself to the point of tears.
I work, and I try, and I put in the effort and it's getting me no where!
I studied and worked on that Chemistry benchmark review packet until I brought back my carpal tunnel. I was CERTAIN that I'd get a wonderful grade on the test I took Wednesday.
No. I got a 62%.
Oh but look on the f***ing brightside! I got a 4/4 on the writing assignment! Wooooo!
And that's not even the best part. Yeah, I've never gotten a D on my report card in my entire student career. But there's a first time for everything right???
And then my teacher makes me feel like a complete s***head in my english class. I *used* to LOVE english.
I love reading and writing.
But this f***ing teacher is a trip.
At this rate, the dream of being a high school English teacher is so far out the Goddamn window.
And now, I don't know what else to do with my life.
I can't do anything else!
I'm going to die fat, alone, and working at some 7-11.
What else do I have if I don't succeed in school?
Better question, what WILL I have?
Colleges look @ junior year the most.
THIS is the defining year.
I'm done. College is going to see my s*** grades and there goes Stevenson University and Towson University down the f***ing toilet.
I'm going to end up in some f***ing community college... | |
Kristy69
Roseblood red
Monk+
34498 points | | Times like these make me hate myself. |
curiouskat
Minister+
10381 points | Oh babe, dont think like that... 
You are a commited intelligent student and that counts just as much as grades hun.
Wish i knew how the system works there, because i know here, what you are saying is just what the teachers tell you to get a bee in your bonnet and make you study harder.
The reality here is that its only your final TER (tertiary entrance results) that universities even see.
Those are gained from your yr 12 results, and have bugger all to do with your actual grades.
And the real deal buster? If you dont make it in with your yr 12 results, you can wait a yr then sit an adult reentry test and get in with those results.
Also, teaching here has one of the lower scores for acceptance because theres such a shortage of applicants..
Look on the bright side, you could always come to Aus for Uni  |
twiXelle
Über-General+
514 points | Kristy69 said:
And at this point in time, I'm severly frustrated with myself to the point of tears.
I work, and I try, and I put in the effort and it's getting me no where!
I studied and worked on that Chemistry benchmark review packet until I brought back my carpal tunnel. I was CERTAIN that I'd get a wonderful grade on the test I took Wednesday.
No. I got a 62%.
Oh but look on the f***ing brightside! I got a 4/4 on the writing assignment! Wooooo!
And that's not even the best part. Yeah, I've never gotten a D on my report card in my entire student career. But there's a first time for everything right???
And then my teacher makes me feel like a complete s***head in my english class. I *used* to LOVE english.
I love reading and writing.
But this f***ing teacher is a trip.
At this rate, the dream of being a high school English teacher is so far out the Goddamn window.
And now, I don't know what else to do with my life.
I can't do anything else!
I'm going to die fat, alone, and working at some 7-11.
What else do I have if I don't succeed in school?
Better question, what WILL I have?
Colleges look @ junior year the most.
THIS is the defining year.
I'm done. College is going to see my s*** grades and there goes Stevenson University and Towson University down the f***ing toilet.
I'm going to end up in some f***ing community college...
babe beore i comfort you i want to say something...i know im def not as smart as you but im going to a community college...and if thats what it comes down too [which it won't] its not going to be that bad....and you can do what im doing...transfer to a 4 yr college after you get the maixum degree you an get in the field you want to go for at a community college...its not going to happen, but im just saying if it does...im going there and if i an go there so an you...it won't be that bad....i think its going to be cool...but im just saying......
but babe i know its hard but like i explained to you before, chem. is a f***in hard subject....and if you just get a like you want to for the rest of the year then youll be good...itll probably get a less hard as time goes on...please babe your so smart and you an do so much...even if you don't want to be a teacher, you can! do something else....you still have time to deside....and maybe eventually we could maybe start that business =]...don't give up!
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RobbyF
Über-Minister+
19209 points | It's not the WORST thing to end up at a community college. Community colleges are a way to get a fresh start. My brother did pretty good in high school.... Till senior year when he met this girl. He did horrible senior year, went to community college and did even worse there the first semester, got put on academic probation and the whole 9. Something really bad happened and she ended up hating him... Thats a story for another day. Anyway he saw he was f***ing up and then went balls to the WALL!! Got straight As the next semester and both the following year. Transfered to UMD, did great there, then transfered to UNH and went to business school there. He has a degree in finance now and is probably going back for an MBA soon! Everyone hits bumps. If its this one LITTLE thing compared to a bunch of good, you'll be FINE!!  |
claudibee
I will NOT!!
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20840 points | | Chin up and plough on. It's probably easy to say but you'll get there. |
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