"If I said what I was really thinking about you, I'd be banned for life."  Kristy69
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She's now going to live very much longer.
They don't recommend recessitation.
Her liver, kindeys, heart, and lungs are all failing.
I can't handle this s***, thank God I'm getting out of the house. | |
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Jeans
Tee shirt
Hoodie
Socks
Panties
Bra
Long sleeve shirt
Pajama shorts
Pajama bottoms
Toothbrush
Perfume
Make-up
Deodorant
Body lotion
Brush
Hair products
Gum/tic-tacs
and I think that's it. I hope all of that will fit into my one bag.  | |
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| where you just feel insanely beautiful? | |
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And my uncle caught the red eye from San Fransico to St. Paul to Baltimore.
Everyone is entirely stressed out, myself included.
But I actually feel really bad because I'm so... unphased.
I just have to wait for my silver lining tonight. That will help relieve some stress... | |
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| my mom's staying at the hospital all night and can't drive me. Oh well... | |
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But equally as f-ed.
I don't have two very important papers, and I think I will be okay until Monday.
My grandmom is doing worse in the hospital, and my uncle is flying in the the west because she might be dying.
So my family is at the hospital with her now. It's so complicated.
It was her kidneys, then her heart, then she fell into some kind of coma, and... wow it's a lot.
So this may mean I need to stay home tomorrow because my mom might not drive me to school.
But, there's a silver lining.
I'll be able to escape my stress tomorrow because I'm spending all weekend with Eric.
So I'll be gone from Friday night to Sunday afternoon.
Idk how to feel right now... I feel horrible for being happy at a time like this. | |
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Eric still lives with his parents, so when ever the topic arises of me staying over night, he still has to ask.
Eric said he's asking his dad (which would probably benefit me as his dad is more chill and laid back and he seems to have taken a liking to me) so I hope I can.
If I can't, I don't just want to spend 3 hours with him Friday night.
I'll then see if I can just spend all Saturday with him instead.
I was planning on spending two nights with him this weekend, and if I can actually sleep over Friday night, I'll non-chaluantly bring up sleeping over Saturday night as well.
I can't get enough of this kid. 
I can kinda see why he's not asking his mom. Though she's pretty nice to me, I've heard from a few people (including Eric and his older sister) that she can be a b****.
PLEASE Mr. Eric's Dad, comply to your son's wishes.
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You came into my life,
straight from above.
When I lost all hope,
you showed me love.
I'm checking for you,
you're right on time.
Angel of mine. | |
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I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
I will not think of Eric
...I wonder if he's not thinking of me to? | |
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It's mixture of missing him and just being so damn lucky.
And a little bit of frustration... I'm so self-conscious of my body and a certain scar that I have (that is actually very much noticeable). | |
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