Joined: Jan 2010
|So last Wednesday I woke up feeling like a truck had run me over, sore throat, sore body, headache, and no alcohol was involved. It is now Wednesday again and I still have a sore throat and now a slight cough and my head hurts often. Been poppin Tylenol and vitamin C like they're goin out of style. |
I figured it was time to go to the campus health center and get fixed up. Went after my exam it was a lil after 4. I walk in and sure enough they closed at 4. Seriously like no one gets ill after 4... I'm the only one? Anyways I will be making a second attempt tomorrow since I have a feeling that it might be strep.
And it's flippin finals week.
okay I will explain why this is funny to me and I really just have to get this out of my system.
Last Friday I went out to the bars with a few friends. I saw a girl i used to work with and moved away from my group to say hi to her. On my way back to my group I saw a girl that I used to talk to casually.
I smiled and approached her, figured I would say hi since it had been a while, I said hello asked how she was and I got the most horrible look from her in return. It literally looked like she stepped on somebody's chewed up gum.
I asked what was wrong and she said "you're f***ing my ex." which I responded with "He's you're ex." I laughed when she just looked all snotty at me and continued to walk away.
Now I haven't even seen the man in 9 months, but we do keep in contact and we are in a sort of long distance relationship, but to me that is irrelevant since they were broken up for months before him and I ever even started talking. And the simple fact that she was cheating on him while they were together leads me to assume she really doesn't care about him. She is simply being petty.
I did sort of feel bad at first, then realized that everyone is someone's ex and I would never be upset with any of my ex's dating someone else.
Any thoughts lol or similar experiences?
|Just did my nails with lace on them and they look pretty wicked. Saw this in a few blogs and some articles. Pretty fun but very time consuming good thing i never sleep lol.|
|So yesterday was the runway show for my roommate that I was walking in. I honestly must say it was one of the most fun and self confidence boosting experiences I have ever had. Girls of all sizes walked which I think should be the norm not the exception. I wasn't the tallest and there were curves as well as sticks lol. I loved it and wont lie when i say runway models have one of the most fun jobs ever. |
There was a lot of waiting and that didn't do much for my nerves. I must have ran to the restroom 15 times in an hour lol. But once we started out the door and up runway it wasn't so bad.. It was difficult to keep a straight face and not bust up while walking. I tend to laugh when i'm nervous so kudos for me lol.
I was surprised at how many people came to watch. There were 8 designers that participated so I guess that would help contribute to a big audience. All in all I would definitely do it again.
|So I've been asked to walk in my roommates runway show this spring at the university we both attend. She also asked if I knew how to french braid which of course I do and love to do along with any other crafty thing i can learn lol. So she asked if I'd be interested in helping with hair which I am so excited she asked me so I've been trying to create some fun different braided styles for her other models. I think the theme is a lil western lil native american type feel to it as i believe I stated a while ago in another journal entry. |
So any who I think I might ask her if she has given any thought to nails for the show. She informed me all the models will be barefoot so I think it might be a good idea if she had some sort of uniform polish for everyone which lord knows I have enough polish for 50 models let alone 6 to 10 lol.
Anyone got any really cool nail or hair ideas leave me a pic.
|Today at work I had weird experience with my vision. I had a sort of blurred vision not normal for me and I got a little freaked out since last I was at the Dr.'s she said a symptom of blood clotting is blurred vision. So I called as soon as I got home and she told me best thing to do is to stop my birth control. Ugh I need the birth control to keep my period from lasting 4 months straight (not an exaggeration) and now it might be causing something else. I wish I knew what to do. Why can't my body just funtion normally.|
|I suck at losing weight... i just weighed myself and i truth is I am heavier than ive ever been. Which btw is really not cool. So I need to get back into the gym and start losing all this holiday chub lol.|
|I remember when I was younger and used to hate men. I remember when being with someone ment nothing to me. I can remember when I didn't have a belly full of selfhate and insecurities, when it didn't matter if I was not attractive or uninteresting to the opposite sex. But I can't remember being happy.|
So what does it matter if I care or not because either way I end up the same. I just wish I didn't make all the stupid mistakes that I've made when finding someone to love was important to me. I hope that at some point I will be to be happy that I am alone.
Three friends have gotten engaged this past week and two have gotten married in the last 4 months. I feel very unwanted. I should be happy for them but instead it makes me feel highly aware of what I have never had.
|I graduate in May from college and a lot of my professors are trying to prepare us for the crappy job market. I really need a job that I can support myself off of. Maybe try to swing two jobs if i must, but I need to be able to support myself and start paying off my loans. I am petrified to graduate since most things I hear are negative. I am hoping to move to Philadelphia since it is a city close enough to my home town I could take a bus home for the holidays. I figure there should be more job oportunities in a city than in my small town in no wheres land. Months away from graduating and my nerves are makin my heart jump in my throat.|
|I know that I'm not the only individual that is single this Christmas, but that doesn't mean that it sucks any less. I've never had a Christmas that I wasn't single, and to be honest the single life is getting old. I'm not sure why it feels harder every year but it does, and I try not to get down about it but I do. I guess I shouldn't dwell on it.|
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