"Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive"  AshleyLove
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16/F/Tellico Plains, Tennessee
Join Date: Sep 2008 |
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Life Now Broken
She hates who she is
Her emotions, so crazy
Her only wish is to change
But she can't, she doesn't know how
She has everything she wants
But she's still unhappy
The smile she wears, completely fake
Wears it only to fool them.
Through the halls she walks
Everyone staring
She puts on her smile
And acts the part that everyone's used to
That night she gets a call
Best friend asking what's with her
She acts like she has no idea what he's asking
She hates who she is
Her life, not worth living
Her only wish is to end the fight
She gets nothing she wants
And she's unhappy
The smile she wears, completely fake
Wears it only to fool them.
It's been four damn days
And she's not healthy
Her arms are scarred
Her stomach's sore
And she can't take it.
She tells a story
Of her incapability
To handle the cards
that life's dealing.
She hates who she is
Her voice, unheard
Her only wish is for someone who cares
But she knows it won't happen
No one listens to her
But she keeps on trying
The smile that she wears, completely fake
Wears it only to fool them.
Bathroom stall, during lunch
Everyone busy
She's down in the floor
Wishing someone would hear her
Her makeup runs
As the tears come rolling
And she keeps on bleeding.
People are coming
They can't know her secret
She wipes her tears,
Covers the scars
and keeps on going.
She hates her life
She's invisible
Her only wish is for someone to see her
But no one does, they're incapable
Of seeing the pain inside of her
She's breaking
The smile she wears, completely fake
Wears it only to fool them.
Midnight, she awaits a call
But no one cares enough
Lying on the floor
The gun beside her
Loaded, ready for destruction
Tears, streaming down her face
Blood running down her arms
A note beside her tells her story
Of pain, agony, tears, and blood.
The gun she holds, her fate.
The trigger she pulls, her death.
She hated her life
Saw herself as crazy
Had everything she wanted
But she never knew it
The smile she wore, completely fake.
Wore it only to fool them.
He loved her
But could never tell her
Didn't want to be rejected
She was perfect in his eyes
And he never knew her problems
He's next to the coffin
Doesn't know how to respond
His love for so long
Now cold and breathless
Tears, streaming down his face
If only he could have saved her. | |
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Death Ticket
I sit here alone
Everything is so cold
My heart is racing
My temperature rising
A death ticket, I hold
These problems I've told
But no one understands
They never believe me
And always deceive me
The gun I throw down
His life He laid down, for me. | |
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A Different Life
She hates who she is
How her emotions get out of control
Her wish is to change herself
To stop being so pathetic
But she can't, she doesn't know how
She has everything she wants
But she's still unhappy
The smile she wears is fake
She wears it only to fool people around her
She must keep them under her thumb | |
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The Fallen Soldier
One by one, they get on the planes
All going in with increasing pains
You never know who will go first
You never know who will be nursed
Then one man said as others went past,
"I wonder how long this war will last."
I sat there looking side to side
Their emotions they all tried to hide
I could see right through
Their eyes full of pain
I knew I'd never see these faces again
The planes landed, the soldiers lined
I tried my hardest to keep my mind
The bombs are blasting, I hear their roar
This will be more than a year long war
The noise is gone, it's silent now
I take five steps and still no sound
Then I look down to see a face
The face of a fallen soldier
I stand in his place | |
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